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My first random thought
My first random thought
It's late and I am wondering if I am crazy for sitting here and writing my thoughts for everyone to see.
Though I first posted to the website for a little intrigue and excitement, I find myself slowly getting a bit attached to looking at profiles and just reading about the people here. I have previously seen the website a million times and always the first thought that I had was, "This site is nothing but a bunch a over-sexed freaks” Then I realize I was doing the exact thing that I despise the most, which is being judgmental about something I neither understood nor have I talked to anyone on the site to truly understand the environment.
As I have posted and read posts and profiles, I have come to the realization that these are everyday people who work, eat, sleep, and for the most part are sexual beings just like me. So as I get more comfortable, I find myself exposing just a little bit more of myself. First it was just a little small profile, then a bigger profile, then.. do I dare show..so there goes a torso shot. Then again.. do I dare show... there goes a nude shot... then a photo gallery and now the blog.
It's interesting how something that once seemed so foreign and weird has become somewhat a part of my weekly mental to-do list. Once I would just look at the sight and laugh, now I am eager to see if I have received a wink, or a note, or reply from a post, or to see what others have converse about while I was gone. At first I was looking to get my "bones jumped" or vice versa. That still hasn't left my mind. But now I also see this as something that could change over time. Now it's as if I just want to get to know someone else who is truly more like me than many people are willing to admit. I don't mean the person that you might see walking down the street in a Brooks Brother's suit. Someone who has desires, longings, and an overall freaky side that many avoid admitting to themselves.
Maybe that the allure of this site. You first bare something so taboo (the naked body), once you do that, then you realize, that was the easy part. The hard part is realizing that those who once seemed so different are actually not different at all. And just maybe the best relationship (in whatever form that may be, physical, mental, spiritual,etc..) that you will ever create will be because of this site.
Just a random thought.....
11/4/2006 4:57 pm
I DO NOT KNOW QUITE WHAT TO SAY ABOUT SUCH AND INSPIRING WRITER AS YOURSELF AND THE WAY THAT YOU WERE ABLE TO EXPRESS YOUR EMOTIONS ON THE SPIRITUAL AS WELL AS THE PHYSICAL. BE IT FAR FROM ME TO TRY AND COMPLIMENT YOU SO AS TO BRING YOU TO MY TABLE SO TO SPEAK.|
I HAVE TRULY AND WITHOUTH DOUBT BE A BETTER PERSON FOR TAKING THE TIME OUT TO READ YOUR THOUGHTS.
IN SO MANY THINGS AND SO MANY WAYS YOU HAVE SPOKEN WHAT I HAVE SO OFTEN THOUGHT AND FOR THIS I AM GRATEFUL. YOU I AM SURE HAVE REAPED MY OF YOUR REWARDS ALREADY NOT ONLY IN THE PERSON OF WHO YOU ARE AS A HEALER..BUT IN YOUR EVERYDAY LIFE OF JUST BEING A SHARING AND CAREING PERSON TO THE AVERAGE PERSON THAT YOU MEET IN THE GROCERY STORE ON THE STREET, IN THE ELEVATOR.
THANK FOR TAKING THE TIME OUT TO SHARE WITH ME AND I AM SURE SO MANY OTHERS THAT HAVE READ YOUR INSPIRING THOUGHTS. I CAN ONLY WISH YOU AND YOUR FAMILY ALL THE BEST FOR THE YEAR THAT SOON WILL BE UPON US. THIS HAS CAUSED ME TO REFLECT BACK ON SOMETHING THAT I SO OFTEN SAY TO OTHERS..."THROUGH ALL THE CHANGING SCENES OF LIFE" REMAIN STEADFAST IN WHAT YOU BELIEVE..."TREAST OTHERS AS YOU WOULD HAVE THEM TREAT YOU", AND WHEN YOU COME TO THE END OF LIFES JOURNEY YOU CAN LAY YOUR HEAD BACK AND SAY, "I FOUGHT THE GOOD FIGHT WITH ALL MY MIGHT, I HAVE DONE WHAT I THOUGHT WAS FAIR AND EQUITABLE AND NOW I AM READY TO MOVE OFF OF THE "SCENE" BECOME ONE OF THE CROWD AND ALLOW OTHERS TO TAKE THE LEAD ROLL AND BECOME THE ACADEMY AWARD WINNERS...
I LOOK FORWARD TO GETTING TO KNOW YOU..AND A GREAT FRIENDSHIP I KNOW NOW WOULD BE A RICHER AND REWARDING EXPERIENCE FOR ME.
THE BAHAMAS ISLAND BOY