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Get over it
Get over it
Well I was a little disheartened about my marine friend inviting me to his party and then going home with another girl. But I need to get over it. I am more hurt because his intentions were not made clear to me. Just a week ago before he's due home, he calls me up and gives me the whole
"you havent forgotten about me" bullshit, tries talking dirty to me on the phone and all. Basically I guess it was just mixed signals. I got the impression that he really was interested in me, hell we've been friends for almost 10 years now. Maybe it's the old case of seeing me as just a friend and not a girlfriend. Whatever it amounts to, I just have to move on though. It was a complete waste of time on my part. I just don't know about him. I think also I ended up liking him more than he likes me. I knew it was bound to happen sooner or later, but not in that dramatic way like last night.
I look ahead to my next lover. Boy will he be in for a treat. I haven't gotten off in over a year from a man. This marine guy can't even get me off! I have no problem coming, but I guess just not with him. This guy better be strong enough to hold me down good.
Also I have taken some pics to put on here. I am pretty in shape and have big DSL's that I like to indulge in. I am bit muscly for a girl, but that's because I've been doing hard labor since I was young and have jacked arms and legs. I am satisfied with myself and can't wait to post some pics for y'all. Hopefully I will be able to find the cord that connects the camera to the computer after work.
Anyways, I guess it's back to square one for me. I thought I was going to get some action from a man, but instead I got the crumbs from the last piece of bread. YES!