Talking Yourself Through  

noordinarychic2 48F
510 posts
8/10/2006 6:26 pm

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8/11/2006 5:18 am

Talking Yourself Through


I tend to talk myself through the bad times...well that and sleep. Give ya two guesses as to what i did when i got home from work and it wasn't talk...lol. Funny thing...when i woke up...didn't feel any better...if anything i feel worse...wasted an evening....and i wasted it on a man who is probably, as we speak, out fucking her. It started with him simply asking how my day was...and i answered truthfully...i had a really tough day and i was in bed and just waiting for the day to be over....guess he didn't llke that answer....he sent something smart back...i got hurt...sent something smarter back etc....tried to call him....didn't answer...why can't i just get up the courage to just tell him adios once and for all....because i'm stupidly hoping that some inner miracle will happen and i won't have to face all this....i'll just wake up one day and all of this will be over...not very realistic... or perhaps i should start listening to my own advise? why is it that we have the answers to every one elses dilemma's but our own? well in true noc2 fashion i'm not in the mood to fold...nothing will ever change if i do...so i lean on my friends...what? did i just admit i may have more then one? that there may be more people on the planet then him that actually care about me??? well dammit!! smiles all....and yes even in the pain...i smiles because inside i know this is just another thing that will shape and mold me into what i was meant to be...nite...noc2 and yeah for this and all that will be..i'm grateful.

willieatermuff 42M

8/10/2006 7:24 pm

Friends will help through anything. They may not be able to take the pain away, but they can help you forget about it for a little while and give your mind a break. I hope things get better for you.
Will


noordinarychic2 48F
242 posts
8/10/2006 7:48 pm

oh darlin..the day just got better...damn if that's not one sexy chest you've got!! noc2


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