noordinarychic2 48F
510 posts
5/2/2006 10:05 pm

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5/31/2006 10:26 pm


I wonder if i will ever be someone's one. Will I ever get to crawl in bed and feel arms wrap around me, pull me close and whisper "good night,,,sweet dreams my love"? Will I ever get to wake up and kiss morning breath? When will this all end? Why is it that everyone in my life tells me how special i am, how sweet i am, how cute i am, how basically wonderful i am....and yet I'm alone. At the end of the day.....I am for all intents and purposes - alone. I'm fucking sick of being alone....and no matter how many times i remind myself that alone does not equal lonely, on nights like tonight....I've had a bad day and just want to be held.... alone does equal lonely. NOC2

sassybelle21 32F
13313 posts
5/3/2006 1:15 am

This post made me miss my German lover even more. I wish I could be in his arms every single day.

rm_VoodooGuru1 49M
2053 posts
5/3/2006 3:20 am

midwestboy1972 44M  
663 posts
5/3/2006 4:17 am

Hang in there NOC2. I know if I was looking for a steady relationship I'd definitely want to get to know you better! God does have a plan, and when the time is right, that man will appear. Meanwhile, have some fun

rappahannock_man 61M
1102 posts
5/3/2006 6:47 am

Sigh! Understand all too well.

noordinarychic2 48F
242 posts
5/3/2006 7:34 am

thanks midwest...your response was akin to a big ole hug....and I do know God has a plan....and sometimes (well most of the time) his plan is on a completely different timetable then ours is.....and I am trying to have some fun..... hell i went out on a date monday night...lol.....last night was just a little NOC2 wanting to be held....hey come on I'm a chic....we crave that sometimes.... and btw....getting to know me does not equal "steady relationship" lol....smiles...thanks again....NOC2

rm_remodman3 49M
128 posts
5/3/2006 12:38 pm

I agree wholeheartedly with midwest,
We have our ups and downs. Even those of us with others.

Just remember for every valley your in, there will be another MOUNTAIN TOP, as long as you continue to move forward.
It is when people THINK there are stuck in that valley, They can not see the mountain top for the fog.
LOOK high my dear woman. That is where you will find the Mountain Top.
The tops of all tops.
Till then, I'm sure I speak for all of us, here is a hug from all of us.
((( )))

fndsinva 50M

5/4/2006 4:42 pm

I agree with remod....and that doesn't happen often (lol). I think that one day, when you least expect it, you will meet the person you are searching for, and then all of your searching will be worth it. Remember, what doesn't kill us, just makes us stronger.

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