The begining  

no_strings1963 53M
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10/2/2005 9:57 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

The begining


I do not know what I honestly expected to find here. This site is advertised as the place where like minded people come to hook up. I joined after a thousand enticing emails promising weekends of fun filled my inbox shortly after divorce. What could be an easier way to meet people than that? The fantasy of no strings sex while I gathered my life sounded like the perfect way to go at the time. Then comes reality. I have found that it is much easier for me to meet people in day to day life than it is on the web. A no strings sex encounter later and the fantasy is as empty as the sex. Damn it… I need love to go with it. How do players do it? I have a hard time saying goodbye to someone that’s bad for me. How do you judge when a person is bad for you? If I give to much of myself to be loved is it because my partner is taking advantage of me or because I’m to weak to stand up for myself? Odd how things change as a person grows. It has been some time since I've browsed profiles looking for anything other than learning a little more about some one else and possibly myself. Now when I log in to the site it's straight to blogland. I've shared with a couple of special people here and this has gone well. Thank you ladies...

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