Metabolic  

nightstalker172 36M
1646 posts
12/8/2005 7:12 am

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11/21/2006 1:09 am

Metabolic

"Gone - I couldn't murder your promise
Right before my eyes
The revolutions of my psychosis
Kept me outta the way

Once - inside - all I hold is ash...

Fail - suppressing every feeling
I'm in so much pain
I have every fuckin' right to hate you
I can't take it!

The hardest part was knowing that I could never be you
Now all I do is sit around and wish I could forget you

My demise - I took a life worth living and
Made it worth a mockery
I deny - I fold, but they keep on coming
(Stop) I'm always ready to die
But you're killing me

Who are you to me? Who am I to you?
Is this a lesson in nepotistic negligence?
By default, you are my only link to the outside
Psychosomatic suicide
Where were you when I was down?
Can you show me a way...
To face everyday with this face - goodbye

My demise - I took a life worth living and
Made it worth a mockery
I deny - I fold, but they keep on coming
(Stop) I'm always ready to die
But you're killing me

When I blur my eyes, they make the whole
World breath - I see you fucking me
And I am absolutely controlly every urge
To mutilate - the one and only answer
So much for memories...
I wanna derss in your insecurities
And be the perfect you - I'm through
I'm out-stretched out for all to loathe
Here we go - the ultimate irony
"

Metabolic By Slipknot


rm_cockmerollme 45F
1223 posts
12/8/2005 8:08 am

I absolutly hate Slipknot, cats and your blog, in that order.

LET'S GO METS!!!


rm_saintlianna 45F
15466 posts
12/8/2005 8:16 am

well Stalker, at least she hates cats more than your blog. Thats good I guess. I prefer Manson myself, but now that he is married the dream is over *sob*.


nightstalker172 36M
1258 posts
12/8/2005 8:38 am

Cockmerollme - oh no whatever will I do... Like I give a fuck what you think...that is if you do think...something I doubt...

Saint - I like some of his earlier stuff like mechanical Animals and before his newer stuff is...soso...I can understand her hatred for Slipknot...they arent for everyone..and same goes for my blog..but why cats...that I just dont understand...


rm_young3901 51M

12/8/2005 8:43 am

cockmerollme,
If you can't say something nice, don't say anything at all!!!!!


rm_cockmerollme 45F
1223 posts
12/8/2005 11:37 pm

Ok, It's nice how some people have no taste in music whatsoever, and how you will be sooo embarrased about what you're saying now when you're 40.....I'm just gonna go ahead and laugh at you now, while it's still fresh......

LET'S GO METS!!!


rm_saintlianna 45F
15466 posts
12/9/2005 12:54 am

I like cats.


nightstalker172 36M
1258 posts
12/9/2005 6:03 am

Cock - everyones taste in music is different but putting them down because they like something you dont is closeminded. As far as helping you understand Slipknot and why I like them so much that would be hard. because all you hear is noise. which is the same for me and Country music...All I hear is twang. Everyone has a type of music that speaks to them..Slipknot speaks to me. I relate to alot of their music its full of rage and pain just like me. and I dont write this blog for you or anyone else I write it for ME and ME alone. To exspress my feelings and help get them out. All you want to do is mock me and tear me down and for what? because you are bitter about whatever. When Im 40 I have no idea what Ill be like but I will no that everything I do now will make me the person I am when 40 comes around...you could very well be right...I might be...but for some reason I doubt it. I would respect your opinion more if you wherent such a bitch about it. and if anyone should be embarrassed about acting like a child its you.


nightstalker172 36M
1258 posts
12/9/2005 7:21 am

Saint - I ment I dont understand why Cock doesnt like cats...I didnt say you didnt but its good to know that you do


rm_saintlianna 45F
15466 posts
12/9/2005 10:09 am

yep, I know, just thought I would mention it. I have eight myself.


nightstalker172 36M
1258 posts
12/9/2005 7:56 pm

wow 8 huh you have a whole pride there ..I remember at one single time our family had 16 cats. We had two momma cats who got pregnant at the same time..so it was a mad house when the kittens got old enough to play. We had to tie up the curtains so they couldnt reach to claim on them sigh and they terrorized our Rotty but he didnt seem to mind that much he was always pretty gentle with other animals even cats.....unless they took his food...he didnt like that...


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