Damn its been awhile since I posted in here bout time I did huh!  

nightstalker172 36M
1646 posts
8/11/2005 11:10 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Damn its been awhile since I posted in here bout time I did huh!

Well Im sitting here and Im SORE AS HELL...my back is killing me. See I decided to try a new weight lifting routine and OMG its BRUTAL...I havent done deadlifts in so long so I decided to try them out again...that was tuesday and I still can barely walk...oh but its feels good. That good old soreness after a hard workout...nothings better....except haveing your workout be sex hehe.

And Next week Im going to a KEGGER WOOHOO...its been too long, TIME TO PARTY!!!!!!until then Im stuck home to watch over my poor mother...she had surgery last week big cancer scare but good thing shes ok and the tumors they took out werent cancer...but she needs help moving around and stuff so Ive been busy with that...which I dont mind my mom has done alot for me its only fair that I help her when she needs it.

Hmmmm what else should I put up here....Im SO FREAKING BORED........sigh..oh well...been in dating slump...cant seem to meet anyone I like...yea you can call me picky because I am. There is this on girl that works at QFC down the street. she seems kinda cute but I think shes taken I keep forgetting is the ring finger on the right hand or the left?...She flirts with me alittle bit but...I dont know if shes available or just a flirt...god I dont even think I can bring myself to date just yet...I mean I want to but it seems like when I actaully go out to meet someone I just...I just dont hit it off with them...I mean some of them seem to be into me but Im not into them...and Its not like Im not horny...but...I dont know...Im might be phyically attracted but it seems when they open their mouth its like...why are people like this even aloud to breed?...I just get no connect to them personality wise...I dont care if they are jennifer love hewitt hot if they annoy me I just cant do it...I know Im no peach either but..am I being too judgmental or what?...sigh.....Or maybe its because Im still smitten with that damn harlotte and dont want anyone else...GRRRR....you know if I was to step outside myself. I would kick myself in the ass for saying that just now...Ive hardly spoken to her for the past 3 years since she rejected me. Yet I still think about her....Ive never had this problem before...I should be over this by now...BAH....must stop typeing or Ill end up writting a book again about her...must think about something else....yes...jennifer love hewitt...yes....LOL Ive rambled enough


lenore00 33F

8/18/2005 1:34 pm

You never seem to have a problem talking to me.. or is it just in person?

just if you climb in my window please bring some alchol..!!! cause that would be SUPER!!!

~amber


nightstalker172 36M
1258 posts
8/18/2005 2:11 pm

LOL...whats your poison? beer or something stronger? I have this friend named Jack...we have loads of fun together perhaps you've met him lol he gets around

I dont have any trouble talking to anyone in person or otherwise....I just cant stand the prissy types...cant even stand them long enough to talk to them let alone anything else lol Thats all I seem to meet these days....and my friends should know better than to set me up with someone like that...but they do it anyways...just cant win...


lenore00 33F

8/18/2005 5:26 pm

yager or vodka or some jd... im a ligupr kinda tirl and im a littl e drunk so this might not turn out as exepceted but hell what else can ya do? rujighta? iod hang out with ya if you were aroun me.. which i doubt it.. but you shouod come into the ny chat room sometimes and come join the masses!! !

love ya lots
amber


goddessofbitches 41M/33F

8/19/2005 8:28 am

You never seem to have a problem talking to me...or at least backing up my advice....lol

Hey wait a second....you never come see me anymore...
I miss ya sweetie.....

You don't like me anymore???

HUGS~~~MANDY

Always The Bitch


scarzack 55M
1080 posts
8/27/2005 6:25 pm

I like your blog because it is about your life. At your age I was still after the gals with an ass that won't quit and a mind that won't start. Hay, it's a starting point. You may also find that opposites tend to gravitate to oneanother to check out the other side.
Keep writing, I like your posts on the advice line also.


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