draggin my soul till sunrise  

nightplutonian 31F
16 posts
9/7/2005 2:35 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

draggin my soul till sunrise

Been making out with a real close friend of mine.. he smells like coffee and melts like caramel with my tongue.

We read poetry to each other over coffee last night till we almost cried... he pulled my face closer to his at the last stanza of Longfellow's "Waif" and I had to turn my cheek to him cause people on the 24 hour clock were watching, it all started when i stayed over at his place one night, went over to watch a video, "American beauty" his parents were away for the weekend and we share all sorts of stories, sad, happy memories over cigarrete breaks. It was time for bed and I couldn't sleep, a nauseating mix of melancholy and sad over an ex-bf who takes off and leaves where ever his pocket takes him, he was just lying in bed, his eyes closed with his head rested on the pillows, it was nerve-wrecking deciding whether i should've jeopardised a 5year special friendship by leaning over the bed to kiss him.

I rolled and groaned, he got up and gave me a nice neck massage, and when he went back to sleep again, i crept up to kiss him, and our tongues met for the first time.

We had a brief sexual intercourse in his bed the following evening, after watching some lame-ass american high school video, we were both high and drunk from the bar and i got into his bathroom and showered, came out in my towel and he handed me some clothes, we both layed in his bed and started kissing passionately, groping about, foreplay lasted for mere 30minutes and I started whispering in his ear how much I wanted him to f--k me, as I licked my fingers with my tongue and rubbed and teased his penis, i guess he couldn't handle the heat, stripped himself grabbed the condom from the drawer and he came down hard.. i guess i didn't and couldn't handle what i was doing for the first 30 seconds and i stopped him.

man i need a fag now.
we're not seeing each other, guys they're all commitment phobic these days or heartbroken.

eternal1969 47M
1634 posts
9/9/2005 5:30 am

Very good read, do continue to post more as I'll be back for more

geleth 32M
1 post
9/9/2005 10:52 am

nice post you have here. dun be so pessimistic. there are always exceptions to things

potraitperfect 30M
71 posts
9/9/2005 4:46 pm


rm_freeze129 49M
5 posts
9/22/2005 11:54 pm

sex is power and handle with care, like the saying... power is nothing without control

16 posts
10/9/2005 3:20 am

your sex desire came from ur deep love for him.that's very romatic.
many things in life go by contraries,nothing u can u.but if u could take it easy,u'll feel better.nightplutonian,u're a bit sentimental.anyway,what's past is past,let it go
nightplutonian,for ur own good.although he has left u,but in the least he has left u with sweet memories .
that's affinity.yes affinity plays a part.
perhaps his leaving might be a blessing in disguise.

rm_alfa1232 34M
22 posts
10/15/2005 7:57 am

hi angel, im 22 this yr,well built,good looking.

eForbidden 40M
15 posts
10/21/2005 10:24 pm

I guess he's just confused over his identiy. So you might wanna speak to him jus to understand what's on his mind. Whatever damage is already done, so the best way is to confront it and get a definite answer so both sides know how to proceed on there on.

rm_boredsg25 38M

10/31/2005 9:10 pm

hello. nice stuff there. happy holidays

rm_kunaiac 35M
11 posts
11/10/2005 5:19 am

he he he

take heart

not all guys are

i love poetry, ain tno bloody expert but i like em...

for the first time i am seeing some one who loves poetry on this site...

thats nice ....

keep smilin


rm_patrick6955 38M

11/16/2005 2:47 am

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rm_riversexam 44M

11/20/2005 4:32 am

so sorry for the guy, he must be lost and confuse then. it prove a fact that male and woman look at sex in a very different way.

man says"give me anything with a hole and i will try it!"
woman says"give me a stick but i want to tell to it first and if we connect MAYBE AND ONLY MAYBE i will try poking it"

man fell in love with their eyes and woman fell in love with their ears. sigh

T56C13O 40M
5 posts
1/10/2006 7:42 am

That the weakness with us human,we always fail to overcum our desires

rm_wenchang1966 46M
404 posts
1/19/2006 7:09 pm

Very excited, it can happen to you and me?

rm_Iluvasses77 39M

1/27/2006 7:49 am

oh well, what can i say? action speaks louder thn words.

dark_shadow86 30M
14 posts
2/8/2006 7:42 pm

You and he still together? He a sweet man right want to make friend with ya, pls mail me at AdultFriendFinder

7758521ywb 32M
30 posts
8/29/2006 6:25 am

life is simple and short

hv fun together

good wishes

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