Hello Lewis County  

nightis 52M
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6/20/2006 7:31 pm

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6/29/2006 12:31 am

Hello Lewis County

I have spent the last few days working, and running stuff between my rented house in Kapowsin and the Chehalis area. Today, the boys and I took a truck full of all of our largest furniture to an old house we owned there. In the summers past, while my ex-wife lived at Mt. Rainier and I would only go as far as the house in Winlock so it would cut my commute down to an hour. The idea was to live in the Eatonville area so that first she would be closer to her work and then later, as she became more and more of a stranger be at least fairly close to her boys. That situation eventually eroded and leaves the boys and I where we are now. As she saw less and less of the boys, I chose to start taking better care of myself and live closer to work.

The move comes with quite a cost I am sure. There are more than a few friends that I am leaving in the Tacoma area that are concerned about my social presence. I can only say that if the opportunity comes about, you are only an hour away!

As for my ex-wife, I still love and miss her. I wish that she was more of the sensual person that I am, but after all the years of trying to teach her the highs of sensuality, she ran away. No it wasn't all about sex, there were other problems too, but I am an extremely sexual person. Without touch, I am lonely. There were many nights when she was so physically close and I was far more alone than I am tonight.

I don't know what the future has in store for me, but I am hopeful. Thinking that I have made some form of turn. I will have a few more hundred dollars a month in my pocket and a couple more hours per day that I can call my own. Opportunities will arise. It is my "glass half full" personality to think this way.

If you read this far, thanks! I will be back with something more soon!

lustcurious42 56F

6/20/2006 8:38 pm

Wow Nightis. I think this is the most "feeling" post I've read of yours. And being the feeling person that I am, I liked it. I can soooo relate to the being physically close yet so alone. I was never more alone than I was when I was married. I know that I will never settle for that in my life again. Good luck to you and your boys!!

nightis replies on 6/20/2006 9:10 pm:
You caught me on an unusual evening, that is for sure. In person, I am a little less of the bravado that you have read on a consistent basis, but then again, many don't read stuff like this! I am glad you do. Thanks for visiting Lusty!

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