Believe it..or don't....whatever  

nietchze 43M
195 posts
11/9/2005 6:43 pm

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Believe it..or don't....whatever

She is just so rare. I can't remember meeting a woman like her...ever. I can find no fault in her that I cannot deny having myself. And certainly none that I can't look past. She has so much life in her, so many things I wish to emulate. How easily life seems to surround her, how much endless energy she has to live, as if her presence creates it.

Nothing has been given, all she has she has earned...and deserves more. Yet that makes her all the more desirable. For if she truly had all she wanted, all she deserved, what place could I imagine to fill? What purpose? My ego enjoys the dream of fulfilling that place, that thing she lacks, as much a my heart longs for it.

But more than what she has, it is what she IS[ that makes the strong weak, the selfish to charitable, and the cold-hearted to wanna-be-poets.

It's as if she could breath life into the masses of the walking dead who roam so freely these days. Those who have no idea what life is, or what there life could be. Until she enters and wrecks all your preconceived notions of existence.

So much....PASSION...kind yet not pitying, forgiving but not naive', understanding, funny, smart, compassionate and passionate of life and of living.

And OH so beautiful.

And despite my sincerest attempts to the contrary I have yet to rise above the masses of the other walking dead. I should be grateful to be called her acquaintance, and over-joyed to be her friend. But my heart longs to feel her affections, and my spirit longs to be good enough to be worthy of them.

rm_dammygirl 53F
101 posts
11/10/2005 7:17 am

To quote a dear friend of mine "wow"
It's beautiful niet...just like her.
Take care of her and you have ALL of her...forever.

Want a meatball???

rm_FreeLove999 46F
16127 posts
11/13/2005 12:16 am

She sounds amazing. Hope you get a chance to know her ... and thank you for your comment on my blog; it really meant a lot coming from a newcomer!

p.s. i've read a bit of nietzsche, quite a strong influence ... think you might find some of his traces in my blog...

[blog freelove999]

I_have_returned 43M

1/20/2006 11:48 pm

Having come back...and now re-reading my last post.... I have surmised I am, without doubt, the silliest, most easily led and foolish man ever....OMFG do I sound like a friggin sissyfied candy-ass or what?!?! LOL

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