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some more about me... my fantasies...
Well to be honest, I suppose what I really need is to find someone whom I click with, connect if you will.
I do not understand the sexual aspect between two people because I have not had a mental/spiritual connection with someone.
If I cannot connect in a mental/spiritual way, I cannot get into the sexual way. To me it is just sex for the sake of letting my mate enjoy himself.
It is not that he does not try to satisfy me. But how can he? We do not connect on that spiritual level and for me to really feel, emotionally or even physically, I need to have that connection.
My ultimate goal is to be able to be whom I am suppose to be. To be able to express myself in the manner in which was intended for me and then to learn about the human aspect.
My spirituality is so hightened that there is not need for the physical. It is not that I need it, it is that I am curious. I wonder what it feels like, why it is so imporant to so many people.
I would like to have that yes, but I would like to have it all... is the phrase I understand.
I want the spiritual/mind connection as well as the physical.
I do not see a person for their looks. I know what a person looks like, I am not blind but I see past that. I see their feelings, their likes, their dislikes. I can see their soul, if you will. This scares many people. I am not able to talk about my being as spiritual. No, I am not a psychic in the sense that most people understand... but I am intuitive. It has been explained to me that I have a "direct" connection to the spiritual realm. I like that. I would also like to be able to be that person in all aspects of my life.
Well, this is a bit more about me... I've not gotten yet to any fantasies as this has become very long. Next time...
1/1/2006 7:18 pm
Hi Nice N Easy - Just discovered your profile and blog and you seem interesting and ask questions lots of us think about. I sent you an email and look forward to getting to know you more.|
1/3/2006 6:01 am
I feel for you, I don't have a problem with fantasies myself, just fulfilling them...Although I will admit ya have to have the mental and physical lust going on to have truly satisfying sex|