Insomnia... your never asleep and your never awake  

newfornow22 33F
270 posts
2/10/2006 7:38 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Insomnia... your never asleep and your never awake

I've been up all night, again. It's been soooo long since I slept all night, or even half a night. I think it is getting to me now finally after all these years. My mind just wont stop running. And I worry about alot of things.
Then I have to run around all day doing all the things that have to be done. Couple that with not eating and its a deadly mix.
I am reeally tired of this eating disorder thing and it is getting ever more strainous for me to carry.
I just figure maybe I need to have some fun or something. Loosen up, then maybe I would sleep though the night. And that would be so nice.
Liv


Guy1378Fox 45M

2/10/2006 9:55 am

Things must be hard for you right now, with Lydia leaving and all the changes that causes in your life. It probably does not help to know that this is hard for her as well. The only thing I can suggest is to take some time for yourself. Go out and do some things just to take a break and have some fun. Don’t worry about meeting someone new. Just enjoy yourself.


L00kin4Passion 56M
61 posts
2/10/2006 1:36 pm

I'm thinking you don't need to "sleep" with someone... ya simply need to maybe sleep with someone. Not Mr. or Ms. Right. Not even Mr. or Ms. Rightnow.

Guy's right about the stuff that goes with Lydia's departure and what that does to a person. There are no shortage of people in pain here who can relate. Time for yourself would be good but that may not be what helps you sleep (could be the opposite).

I read your stuff and see a strong passionate girl whose trust has been shaken. Do ya need anyone else right now??? -- probably not. But I think you'd be more comfy in your own skin if you connected with someone who simply let you "be" -- non-judgemental, unassuming, nonthreatening, no pressure, and no agenda.

By now you know finding sex here is easy (for girls anyway ). That's the easy part. But you're so full of passion you need the other part too -- more perhaps -- you need the intimacy. Someone who cares more about you than your bedroom skills (I said I read your stuff -- is it hot in here?).

Sooo... Go out and do things for you. Know that there are peeps out there that care about you and perhaps for reasons different than you advertise. Real always trumps fantasy. The sexiest thing you have is your big beautiful brain. And, done right, sex is too small a word for it!

For me to say "I must get into your pants" is an overstatement.
For me to say "I must get into your head!" is an understatement.

I wish you the best of luck. Sleep well and sweet dreams when you get there.


jadedbabe78 105F

2/10/2006 10:59 pm

As a habitual insomniac....I hear ya. I've had maybe a handful of all night sleep in the past few yrs and they really weren't all that restful.

Take time for you, take care of you. It's ok to be selfish when it comes to your health occasionally.

Best of luck.


dandy6912000 60M/59F
3383 posts
2/11/2006 3:31 am

Well your not alone there, Spent alot of time up all nite. Just don't let evervything get the best of you is all.


gussax 51M

2/11/2006 8:10 am

Did you ever about the dyslexic, agnostic insomniac who laid up all night wondering about the existence of DOG.

I noticed on your profile you want Comedy Central quite a bit. Do you ever watch the show Insomniac with Dave Attell.

I always thought I was and insomniac until I which jobs. My old job had me working such a screwed up schedule, plus it was middle management job so I was too stressed to sleep, laid up at night worrying about useless crap. Then I switched jobs and found out I can now sleep all through the night.


allaboutass2006 42M
29 posts
2/12/2006 12:39 am

I feel you. I worry and stay up all night every night. Life is supposed to be fun, but as people we stress about almost every thing. Here it is 2am and I'm up replying to you. Thinking about work, life, things I want to do, things I need to do.


divorcedandnewto 62M
8 posts
2/12/2006 9:08 am

I used to mindf-ck myself all the time. It of course hurt my sleep. I finally learned to ask my brain "where are you comming from with this information." I also had to learn to take it one day at a time and try not to worry about tomorrow as there was not much I could do laying in be. Also keep it simple, which is of course is simpler than it sounds. Appetite, my mom was dying from her upteenth chemo and eating 300 to 400 calories a day and she managed to get prescribed marinol, which is made out of or a synthetic of marijuana, and she got her appetite back. Only problem is she was prescribed to take two tablets a day and sometimes takes only one. But as they say-you can lead a horse to water....


newfornow22 33F

2/13/2006 3:14 am

I'd like to know what you mean first, do you mind sharing?
Liv


hottsuff122 42F
1 post
2/16/2006 7:55 pm

yo newfornow22 you sond so hot i would love to eat you out and then fuck you so har untill you bleed put my cock up your ass so fare you will be screaming you make me want to fuck you so bad i cant help myself but to look at you next pic wish your clothes come of


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