Anxious Expectations  

newexplorers404 46M/33F
2 posts
7/10/2006 2:26 pm

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3/14/2007 2:21 pm

Anxious Expectations

So i'm really turned on by all the things my girl says she wants to do. And i've even expressed some willingness-heck arousal by offering to reciprocate her generosity by having a boy join us too...
But there's NO WAY it's gonna be some single "DUDE" which is fine anyway, cause she's not really into that.
I Guess it either has to be a semi femme bi-guy or some reliable guy that's in a committed couple, so i don't have to worry about him going all psycho stalker on her afterwards.

And as for another girl, that never really was a huge turn=on for me. What the fuck do i care if a girl fucks another girl, i mean it's pretty, sure, but i mean really i'd prefer it if both girls were into me.

But then she points out all the myriad positions that she and i and another she could twist ourselves up into. And she does so while i'm givin' it to her really nice and all and she gets all short of breath and gets all monosyllabic and starts gritting her teeth and, yeah that's a HUGE fucking turn on!

So yeah, that's pretty much the goal is a girl, or a few girls over a few months or year.

And a couple for swapping, for in-the-same-room-fun.

And maybe, just maybe a young, slim attractive guy, who is not ever gonna fall in love with my girl, to help me fill her up. And my rule for it so far has been no fluid exchange without a protective barrier, but... last night... when i was grinding into her from behind... and i had her pull out her Nexus toy and start giving it head... and i imagined it being an attractive guy, i'll admit i was thinking how enjoyable it would be to see her get a load on her face and that was what put me over the edge.


that's where i'm at.

Comments? (that doesn't mean propositions from single guys, i got half the male population volunteering as it is)

angelofmercy5 59F
17881 posts
7/10/2006 5:10 pm

Welcome to the blogs you two! Stop by and say hello on mine sometime! I hope you find what you are looking for.

AtticusHenry9 43M/45F

7/21/2006 3:34 pm

Dude!! you're so right!
just joking...
you pretty much covered what happened with us in the beginning; and to some extent recently.
you express it well.
henry and jocie

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