Simmering hatred  

neuroticafrican 35F
131 posts
5/24/2006 7:29 am

Last Read:
5/26/2006 2:18 am

Simmering hatred


I hate you. You look at me with eyes of possessiveness, yet you have no right to possess me.

Last night, you tried to get into my door, I banged your wrist trying to keep you out.

Stupid man.

Now you try to divert the conversation, to you and I, to us, there is no us. Don't try to embarrass me in front of everyone else, it won't work, I will only loathe you more.

We have a common friend, you and I, and he's an intelligent bloke. I find him so fascinating. But you tried to get my interest off him by speaking ill of him, it did not work.

Last night, when you went to nurse your wrist, he came to me, and we, not you and I, but him and I, spent the night together. We did not make love; we talked, we caressed, we kissed, it was beautiful.

So why do you try to dominate my time? I don't want to see you! I only work for you, I have no other obligation to you.

Last night, when you were trying to call him, to find out where he was? To know if he an I were together? He ignored your call. He was with me.

You try to touch me when he's there, touch my arm, a show of intimacy, involuntarily, I cringe, shrink away from your hand you dirty pig.

I'm giving in my resignation, because I know you will victimize me when you find out about he and I. That is the best thing I would have done this year, leave your stupid organization, your stupid self, this....I have gained nothing.

interbev 40F

5/24/2006 9:05 am

Oooooh! I love a woman who can stick up for herself!! It's a shame you're resigning(looks pouty)


Whispersoftly5 51F
15176 posts
5/24/2006 10:02 am

You are such a strong woman and I respect how you are dealing with this creep. I don't blame you for wanting to resign. I would too. Hugs to you and I know this will all work out. Who knows maybe you'll land a dream job - one where you don't have to put up with the selfish, crude and insecure games of a loser.

Whisper...


neuroticafrican 35F

5/24/2006 11:11 pm

    Quoting interbev:
    Oooooh! I love a woman who can stick up for herself!! It's a shame you're resigning(looks pouty)
Interbev, thank you for that comment, didn't really think I was sticking up for myself, was just plain angry. Given me a new perspective, thank you again.


neuroticafrican 35F

5/24/2006 11:14 pm

    Quoting Whispersoftly5:
    You are such a strong woman and I respect how you are dealing with this creep. I don't blame you for wanting to resign. I would too. Hugs to you and I know this will all work out. Who knows maybe you'll land a dream job - one where you don't have to put up with the selfish, crude and insecure games of a loser.

    Whisper...
Thank you whispersoftly. Hugs back, good to know women here understand. And for your wishes for me? May they come true!


methodman1000 39M
1775 posts
5/25/2006 12:47 am

you are a role model for other women.big ups....


neuroticafrican 35F

5/25/2006 1:35 am

    Quoting methodman1000:
    you are a role model for other women.big ups....
Never thought of it that way too,
Thank you


rm_goffer11 48M

5/25/2006 3:00 am

Wow I didn't know it was that bad, you should have told me. Never mind you are a very smart lady and will have no problems transfering your skills to a valued organisation.

Good for you.


neuroticafrican 35F

5/25/2006 3:08 am

    Quoting rm_goffer11:
    Wow I didn't know it was that bad, you should have told me. Never mind you are a very smart lady and will have no problems transfering your skills to a valued organisation.

    Good for you.
thank you for that X


Become a member to create a blog