Frustrated  

neuroticafrican 35F
131 posts
6/7/2006 3:54 am

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6/27/2006 5:37 am

Frustrated


And so I dated that girl, and she wants to see me today, just to talk....I'm clearly attracted to her and I wonder, is she taunting me? Is she dangling a carrot in front of me? I've tried helping her out in her current situation, giving her advice about getting back together with her ex...why is she taunting me?

Am I bi-sexual? Really? Could this be the week I find it out? I'm excited because my new beau is coming back into town on Saturday, and then I'm going away with him next week, a week away from my stupid boss, from my every day frustrations and sadly, away from her....what am I thinking? I need to bang my head against the wall or something.

And I'm horny. Whisper softly if you're reading this blog, stop now, your wager days are not yet over.

I can feel my pussy almost permanently wet, if only I could feel a flicker of his tongue against my clit, my new Beau, he does that so well. I could feel my breasts inside my bra itching to get out, my nipples itching to be touched, but by whom? Her or Him? Confusion angers me.

I want the taste of pussy on my lips, tongue...mine? Hers? I'm confused.

Oh well, will see how the drinks go tonight. I'll be gulping them down trying hard not to look at her, and trying not to think of him.

Is anyone listening? I'm horny, randy, permanently on heat, I need to be screwed! And well at that.

And if anyone is listening, forget I said this and remember, I'm really that quiet librarian with spectacles who doesn't look like she has a social life.

MaggiesWishes 59F

6/7/2006 4:39 am

Go out, have fun, no expectations is the best way to view new friendships. Just cause you admire a woman, doesn't mean you are Bi. Maybe curious is more the term for now.

Good Luck
warm wishes 2ya


rm_goffer11 49M

6/7/2006 4:42 am

My librarian, I am always listening, no social life, I don't think so.
Too many decisions, too many choices, not enough action.
Try her, enjoy her, know her.
If it feels right do it, if it doesn't stop.
Put him out of your head for one night, this may be the answer to all of your questions.
If she flirts with you she is probably not interested in her ex, it is an excuse to talk to you.
Go for it, you never know until you try.

Worry about him and tomorrow, tomorrow.
They will still be there.

I am always here to talk to and there is always a vacant spot on my shoulder to cry on. Have your fun tonight and chat with me tomorrow.

Yours always


heapatrouble 52M

6/7/2006 5:55 am

Hey, NeuroAfro!

I agree with Goffer. If she flirts, use that as an opener to talk. Be ready to go with small talk, but if you two end up somewhere pleasantly isolated with each other, go for it!

Oh, just one other thing ... Come back here and give us details tomorrow!

Thanks in advance,
The Heap


digdug41 49M

6/7/2006 6:03 am

well girlfriend if I were closer I would love to help ya out LOL good luck tonight

roaming the cyber streets of blogland


Djeeper1987 47M

6/7/2006 6:09 am

Go out and have fun with your new guy, don't worry about that one woman you have the hots for right now. Wait till you get back from your vacation and see if you still feel the same. It is not right to put your self in a situation like this. It is stressful and not healthy.
Just have fun, and see what happens when you get back.

Carpe Diem


Whispersoftly5 52F
15176 posts
6/7/2006 12:39 pm

LOL! Thank you for the warning!!! I did not read on! I'll come back and read it when the wager is over.

Go with your feelings, relax and see how things play out with your new friend. Enjoy.

Whisper...


neuroticafrican 35F

6/8/2006 12:48 am

    Quoting MaggiesWishes:
    Go out, have fun, no expectations is the best way to view new friendships. Just cause you admire a woman, doesn't mean you are Bi. Maybe curious is more the term for now.

    Good Luck
    warm wishes 2ya
Curious, I can live with that for the moment.


neuroticafrican 35F

6/8/2006 12:51 am

    Quoting rm_goffer11:
    My librarian, I am always listening, no social life, I don't think so.
    Too many decisions, too many choices, not enough action.
    Try her, enjoy her, know her.
    If it feels right do it, if it doesn't stop.
    Put him out of your head for one night, this may be the answer to all of your questions.
    If she flirts with you she is probably not interested in her ex, it is an excuse to talk to you.
    Go for it, you never know until you try.

    Worry about him and tomorrow, tomorrow.
    They will still be there.

    I am always here to talk to and there is always a vacant spot on my shoulder to cry on. Have your fun tonight and chat with me tomorrow.

    Yours always
Thanks for being there for me X


neuroticafrican 35F

6/8/2006 12:53 am

    Quoting heapatrouble:
    Hey, NeuroAfro!

    I agree with Goffer. If she flirts, use that as an opener to talk. Be ready to go with small talk, but if you two end up somewhere pleasantly isolated with each other, go for it!

    Oh, just one other thing ... Come back here and give us details tomorrow!

    Thanks in advance,
    The Heap
Details later, let's just say, there were many surprises, all of them good.


neuroticafrican 35F

6/8/2006 12:54 am

    Quoting Djeeper1987:
    Go out and have fun with your new guy, don't worry about that one woman you have the hots for right now. Wait till you get back from your vacation and see if you still feel the same. It is not right to put your self in a situation like this. It is stressful and not healthy.
    Just have fun, and see what happens when you get back.
You know, that's exactly what she's told me right now, go for my holiday with him....


neuroticafrican 35F

6/8/2006 12:57 am

    Quoting Whispersoftly5:
    LOL! Thank you for the warning!!! I did not read on! I'll come back and read it when the wager is over.

    Go with your feelings, relax and see how things play out with your new friend. Enjoy.

    Whisper...
We got on like a house on fire. She says I look so sexy when I get tipsy, ready to be taken, wonder what I should read into that??? Does that mean next time, I can say...let's take this elsewhere, and she'll say...yes????


Whispersoftly5 52F
15176 posts
6/8/2006 1:35 am

Could be sweetie. I guess you'll have to see how the moment feels. You know the messages you send men when you are flirting or wanting for them - see if her messages to you feel the same. Most of all just try relax and enjoy the discovery process of making a new friend or... Oh, and please try to remember to tell me these same things when I am experiencing the same thing. I can live with curious for now too.

Whisper...

Whisper...


neuroticafrican 35F

6/9/2006 1:27 am

    Quoting Whispersoftly5:
    Could be sweetie. I guess you'll have to see how the moment feels. You know the messages you send men when you are flirting or wanting for them - see if her messages to you feel the same. Most of all just try relax and enjoy the discovery process of making a new friend or... Oh, and please try to remember to tell me these same things when I am experiencing the same thing. I can live with curious for now too.

    Whisper...

    Whisper...
Whisper, I saw her again yesterday and it was wonderful. I asked her who takes the masculine role, she said, she usually does, but sometimes, I feel more dominant. She initiated the kiss, she ended it, I'm caught in her web, it's sooo exciting.


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