...panty-clad pillow fights  

neotrio 41M/38F
1469 posts
6/18/2006 5:29 pm

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6/29/2006 5:18 pm

...panty-clad pillow fights

the first time i recall being attracted to women was in high school. i found myself attracted to one of my friends, and why not-she was HOT, smart, talented, funny, athletic....she was just all around super-neato. lol. but i could never tell her or anyone these feelings, so i just suppressed them. she was my first and she's still around, i see her on occasion...i'll never tell her.

but...

another one of my best friends in high school...i mean connected at the hip; went everywhere together, slept at each other's houses-in each other's beds, change clothes in front of each other...i started developing a little crush on her too. of course i never said anything to her either...not only did i not want to risk losing our friendship, bisexuality at that time, in this place was not as accepted/tolerated/widely practiced as it is now. after graduation and through many a boyfriend, we were still connected at the hip.

she got married.

she moved away.

we lost touch.

but every once in a while we'd go through this phase where we'd talk and email everyday. it was usually when she was having problems with her husband. the latest problem....she's discovered that she is bisexual. that discovery wasn't entirely their demise but it was a factor.

they divorced.

one day we were chit chatting on the phone and though i can't remember exactly how the conversation went...we ended up admitting to having crushes on each other in high school. so then it became a running joke between us, even with "the man." he jokes around about watching us recreate all the panty-clad pillow fights...although something tells me that he's not really joking. lol.

so for the past year and a half we've all been flirting via phone or email. reminiscing and talking covering all the shoulda-woulda-coulda's....

she's moving back.

i'm picking her up at the airport.

i'm excited.

i'm nervous.

but mostly...i just miss my friend.

whatever happens, happens. i'll pick her up. we'll hang out, catch up, be nervous for a little while before things fall right back into place and we'll be best friends all over again. who knows if "the man" will ever get to see a panty-clad pillow fight...who knows if we'll ever have a first kiss. if anything i'm just glad to know that i wasn't the only one of my friends that was having those kinds of feelings in high school. and the fact that her secret feelings were for me, well that's just another little ego boost.

but as far as where this is going to go, if it goes anywhere (near the bedroom lol.) i'll keep you posted.


Jeepidiot 42M

6/18/2006 7:50 pm

OMG! I call dibs on pictures of the pillow fight and I want exclusive movie rights.


neotrio 41M/38F
1213 posts
6/18/2006 8:30 pm

jeep-you know others might get a little weirded out when people hover over them. but not me. i love how you hover over my blog.....my shoulder when i'm reading.....my face as i lay sleeping.....ok the last two aren't true but i'm pretty sure it's just a matter of proximity, geography. no really...don't stop!!

...pictures and movie rights??? we might be able to cum up with some kind of deal. heh heh


rm_bigchoklatdk 45M

6/18/2006 9:11 pm

.......Oh, and I'm sure it will go somewhere!!

Holla.


MOfunNOWWOW 55F

6/18/2006 11:20 pm

That's how I learned to kiss was my girlfriends. {=} Have fun!


MOMO
just a squirrel trying to get a nut


neotrio 41M/38F
1213 posts
6/19/2006 12:00 am

bigchoklat-thanks for the vote of confidence. and thanks for visiting my blog. stop by any time!


neotrio 41M/38F
1213 posts
6/19/2006 12:01 am

mofun-wow...lucky girls. heh heh. thanks for stopping by, i'll be sure to return the favor.


Jeepidiot 42M

6/19/2006 7:05 pm

    Quoting neotrio:
    jeep-you know others might get a little weirded out when people hover over them. but not me. i love how you hover over my blog.....my shoulder when i'm reading.....my face as i lay sleeping.....ok the last two aren't true but i'm pretty sure it's just a matter of proximity, geography. no really...don't stop!!

    ...pictures and movie rights??? we might be able to cum up with some kind of deal. heh heh
My last girlfriend didn't like me hovering over her face while she was sleeping either but I think it was the pillow I was holding that really freaked her out.


toothysmile 50M
16515 posts
6/25/2006 12:56 pm


mmm...
yes, please keep us posted...
and let me know if you wish to er... extend your company?
~wink~
kisses my sweet neo...


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