So Close, Yet So Far.  

need2havfun76 40M
60 posts
1/5/2006 1:46 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

So Close, Yet So Far.

She took today and tomorrow off from work, I believed because she wanted to spend some time together (and of course away from work).

She's in the office on her computer, I'm in the living room, on my laptop. We couldn't be more than 10 feet apart, and yet it seems a world away.

I'm losing my ability to even reach out to her.

I don't know why.

To find the answer, I try to communicate with her. But she stays silent, and says, "I don't know what you're talking about. I'm just playing an online game (world of warcraft if anyone's interested, no i don't have an account. I used to play eq, and eq2, but that's another post)."

So I stay silent myself. Is it me? I know I'm not trying hard enough. I want her to relax, and have fun, since she is always stressed.

Did I lose interest, or did she? I believe she's still having her period, but does that mean we can't spend time enjoying each other's company?
Maybe it does. I'll try to be patient, and wait till it's over, without much complaint, but by then she'll be back to work and so will I.

Today I have everything I want, time off from work, my wife home from work. More than enough time to do whatever we want and a little bit of money to enjoy ourselves if we even want to leave the house.

Today I feel so alone. I have no one to talk to. I can't very well call someone and talk to them on the phone, bitching about her. If that doesn't start an argument I don't know what will.

Today could be a perfect day, how can it turn out so wrong?

silkysmoothlegs3 105F

1/6/2006 3:00 pm

I feel for you

Love those eyes

smile babes

need2havfun76 40M

1/6/2006 9:00 pm

Thank you

You've made me smile

hugs_4_u2 39F

1/9/2006 4:10 am

i feel ur confusion hunni ive been there and know what its like hope things work out for u !

hugs xxxx

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