So ends my silence, or does it begin anew?  

ThumbChickStool 33F
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9/26/2005 9:19 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

So ends my silence, or does it begin anew?

I've been taking a small break the last couple of days. I haven't felt that I've had anything of interest to say. Add the drama that has been happening in blogville, and it makes me want to retreat once more into my self-imposed isolation. I hated all that bull-shit in high school, and here I am 5 years later in the same environment only in cyberspace.

Some people forget that is is just fun and games. Status doesn't matter. Do you get an award for being top ten? Do you get special privileges? I don't think so. Correct me if I'm wrong, but being in the top does not make you better. It means that you are being read, and noticed. I guess some people can't stand not being in the limelight.

And for those whose cyber connection ended up being the real deal, good for you. You know who you are, and I applaud you. Why should anyone begrudge you that? And yes, certain people will be jealous. That is the nature of the beast. I have so many stories of people trying to separate me and my husband; some were outrageously ridiculous, and some almost worked. Jealousy is a part of human nature.

I was going to make a come-back, instead of just bouncing through the blogs and catching up. Instead, I find petty back-biting and accusations. So, I choose to retreat once more into my self-imposed isolation and let the monster eat me once again. Maybe, by the time I win the battle again, blogville will once again be the fun place I encountered in the first place.

rm_Billy21399 37M

9/27/2005 4:33 pm


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