Here I Am!  

ThumbChickStool 33F
541 posts
8/27/2005 3:16 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Here I Am!

Rock you like a hurricane! LOL, I might be young, but I know my music. And it helps that I totally dig Metal Shop. For those who aren't in the know, there is a House of Blues inside the Mandalay Bay here in Vegas. Thursday nights is Metal Shop Night for my and my hubby. They are a cover band, and they do mostly stuff done by hair bands. And so, a younger generation enjoys the classics!

However, that is not what I had intended to write about this fine evening. I actually have something a little more somber to write about. There is a history of mental illness in my family. On both sides of my family, leaving me with a double whammy to deal and fight with. Luckily, we don't have any schizophrenia or any other such serious mental issues... never mind. Just remembered someone that did.

I've also been the kind of person that isn't expressive about emotions. According to my mom, I've always been coldly intellectual. Big emotions make me uncomfortable. Big emotions are those that lead to complete physical shut down. Phooey.

With that being said, I'm finding myself in a weird place emotionally the last few days. I feel very stagnant, and just here. Almost apathetic. I'm not overly concerned, it just comes and goes. So, if anyone tries to contact me, don't be surprised if I'm not interested in banging or meeting.

rm_lostsoul702 42M
5 posts
8/28/2005 10:29 am

How about just A good Hug sent your way to help you feel better

thr3sum 33M/F
117 posts
9/2/2005 2:55 pm

older people always tell me i'm too young to know "that song". Which could be pretty much anything at least 20 years old. I'm 25 but find that my music is 20 yrs. older than me. Good for the cover band!

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