Nothing I can Do  

nakedforurplsr 64M
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10/10/2005 12:50 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Nothing I can Do

My Xlover dropped out of my network last week. The problem is I love her so much I have been begging her to come back. She won't even talk to me anymore. I can't help thinking that if I wasn't married we would be together right now. But, it seems nothing I can do will ever change her mind to come back to me. So that is why I feel so overpowered. My emotions are all geared to trying to win her back, but nothing comes in return and each passing day puts me further and further from her Heart, Mind, and Life.

Everyday I see us together laughing and enjoying each others company. The love making we shared together is forever etched in my mind like it was just a few minutes ago. It is starting to sink in that it will never be again. It was the best that I will ever know in my life. It was Heaven to me. My guess is that very few people in this world ever get to know what that feels like. To be able to fulfill the needs of a lover, there is no equal.

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