Getting Tough  

nakedforurplsr 64M
9 posts
9/16/2005 12:58 pm

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Getting Tough

I have been very depressed since my lover dumped me. Nothing is the same nor will it ever be. My wife keeps digging into this computer to find things and inadvertantly finds email addresses, and that i'm on AdultFriendFinder.She isn't sure yet if i'm staying or leaving, Thrown out is more like it. And I do understand that. She thinks i'm a sex addict and doesn't know about the affair but she keeps asking if I have had an affair with my Xlover.She will never hear that from me. But women are not dummies and can figure things out that men can't. I can't even figure out where she finds this stuff on the computer!! I delete everything after each use. So it's the 5th amendment for me and deny, deny, deny. So once she decides to get rid of me, I don't have a clue as to what i'm going to do. So staying here is very, very difficult to deal with right now. For both of us.

janmecir 53M
158 posts
9/16/2005 2:06 pm

Wish i knew your name......i can feel the hurt your going through....and i can feel it cancelling out the core of your being....I've been there where you are....well somewhere near......your heart feels like it's just crashed into the sea....drowned out by an ocean of pain-waves....I don't know how you're going to hang on.....but hang on.....somehow....
(This is me offering some help to you from England)

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