Fadeing Memory  

nakedforurplsr 64M
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10/2/2005 7:18 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Fadeing Memory


The weekends are very tough. I know she is with her new lover and it drives me up a wall. I drove past her house tonight and saw his car there. I was going to try and call her tonight, just to talk. Not with his car there though. I wish she would have given me a chance. I know that I have been blocked out of her life now, so any contact is really fruitless on my part. But I continue to try. I just don't know how to get this woman out of my mind. I love her so much. All I can think about is the times we spent together. There is nothing that doesn't remind me of her. We did so much, but very little in the real world. I hate my life without her in it. I wish God would strike me dead. It would make it easier for everyone.

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