Random mind  

mysticmonty 41F
347 posts
12/21/2005 2:57 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Random mind

Now, unlike other times when I'd sit and think for a bit before I start typing something here...I'll just go random.

All work and no play makes me a dull girl mood has set in, the mind wanders off, drifting while working and it takes awhile before focusing on work again...*sigh*

Is it me or does anyone out there feel like the days are getting somewhat longer? The hours when you're static, doing shit work drags on.
I want to go for a spin. This landing strip is ready for landing.

Christmas is stirring things up in my head, good and bad, trivial matters like sending out stupid already beyond late cards, lick the stamp, drop it in, it'll get there. Gatherings of sorts, family and friends, trying to contain myself from exploding within, combustion, how to handle 20 questions from people you've not met in years, bit like BJ's at her mom's curry buffet, minus the carpet dress. Worse during CNY,oh..gawd.

I recently extended an "invitation", to someone. But the reaction and response was not as I'd expected. I was daring enough to be foolish, no regrets at least and I won't wonder anymore. It leaves a lingering sweet-bitter feeling, like you've won a prize and then, suddenly it's taken away from you without any explanation or reason.

Funny but people actually notice how often you visit this place, cuz' it has this last visit date. They won't know why you're here, though the first thing you're "accused" of is checking other people out, normal. But what if you're like me, here for the blog,checking for new comments to your posts. Innocently accused.
Hhmmm...what then if I disclose my intentions of being here, won't make a difference, nobody actually believes you just blog in an adult site.

I want to fulfill a fantasy....make it a 2006 resolution. I want to make things happen, not wish, wait, hope. I want all things good for myself, nothing less, nothing else...I want to be. Don't want to waste anymore time wondering.

Fastsex33 42M
53 posts
12/25/2005 1:45 am

hmmm cheer up Mystic... things will be better a new year ahead.
so... have a long enjoying holiday and if u do wan to do something or try out some interesting fantasy.. dun mind let me know
Dun wonder Just Do It... (nike)~*sign*

Luvwetcunt1000 48M
1258 posts
12/26/2005 11:59 pm

Don't worry, Mystic. Shit happens ...

So how was your Christmas weekend?

mysticmonty 41F

12/28/2005 11:54 pm


Yeah, I know, shit happens, to the most undeserving.*sigh*

My Christmas weekend, hmm...nothing to shout about, the usual gatherings, old and new people, not too bad actually, enjoyed myself, being with family and friends, did some work?! Yup, took my mind off a bit from my already very illusioned world, hate santa, that bastard didn't give me what I want this year! Gggrrrr...
Now, just looking forward to 2006!

I read your other comments on my posts, and share your similar sentiments about blogging and actually enjoying it more than the "actual" purposed AdultFriendFinder site. Friendships, don't know about this yet, pretty vague and uncertain about most people here, whatever their intentions but if someone thinks beyond the sheets, then perhaps, it could happen, anything can happen!

So tell me, how's your Christmas?

mysticmonty 41F

12/29/2005 12:02 am

"Just Do It" - Nike is lame, not to mention cliche.

Isn't it "Impossible is Nothing" tagline these days?

Fastsex >>> You gotta think faster.

Luvwetcunt1000 48M
1258 posts
1/3/2006 2:07 am

My Christmas? Not much different from yours, I'm afraid.

Did some runnin around with family - the usual stuff.

Canabis_Alfie 40M
2 posts
1/4/2006 4:12 am

hi there, i am new to this site and i've read ur blog, why r u soo depress?? cheer up, coz life is worth celebrate for. learn to enjoy ur life instead of try to live an enjoyable life, u know wat i mean?
eg: when u r having a cup of coffee, enjoy it! u may drink it every day, but if u put ur heart in it, that coffee will be great different!!

mysticmonty 41F

1/5/2006 7:02 am

WOW, am I soo...depressed? Do I sound depress, hmmm...yes, you are indeed new, not only to this site but to yours truly as well. *LOL*
Take it easy bro and oh, I am cutting down on coffee these days, drinking more tea and putting all my heart and soul in it too.

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