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mysticldesires 48F
35 posts
12/30/2005 11:11 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

You decide

Hi, i am a woman whom is very passionate, loyal, intriguing, intelligent, emotional, feels things at a very deep level, physical attraction is a person as a whole to me. I am welll.........getting a little older and far from a Barbie, my weight goes up it goes down. At the moment it is my picture in profile is from only a few days ago so i am real about whom i am......but lets face it a lot of men are looking for a Barbie, not a woman who is a little thick in the middle.....which never lasts i believe lack of sex plays a role in my body shape as my husband and i had sex , toe curling sex every day, since his death 8 months ago.......well that part of my work out has gone. In addition to his death i had to move in with my 21 year old daughter. Part of me feels i should not even date until i am totally back on my feet, but then if someone only wants another when their life is perfect then i am not sure i want them. When i do sleep with a man it is because i like them and would like to sleep with them again. I hate one night stands and they are almost a waste if they are not a prelude to something more........i do not mean a relationship per say.....just lasting longer than a night. OK so there it is you decide. Jennifer

AnEdinburghGuy05 38M
52 posts
12/30/2005 11:43 am

Firstly, Sorry for your loss, I hope you can begin to find your way without him soon.

I've been thinking similarly with regard to 'arrangements' - not a relationship per-se but a just a regular fun/sexual component.

I've blogged about this recently, you might be able to make some interesting comments.

Best wishes for 2006,


ViolsStareRelet 64M
3 posts
12/31/2005 7:18 am

I am sorry to hear about your loss. I have been fortunate and suffered only loss thru divorce while painful it was at least friendly and parted on good terms. You have thr right atitude for recovering and takeing you time to get to know someone is a fine idea.

mysticldesires 48F

12/31/2005 9:32 am

RLW2ND thank you for such kind comments as well as everyone else showing their kindness and support, i had not realized i was showing so much of my guarded self. As for the new year's plans.

rm_Elmo513 59M

1/3/2006 9:34 pm

This womans eyes are mezmorizing ! And so much more. Intoxicating company which can only make a one weak. Or strong in places. Her words will leave your imagination in high gear. Her presence will put you in overdrive. A barbie doll no, but who the hell cares. This gal is soft, sweet, wet,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, what more can be said.

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