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WHAT A YEAR ..........WOW !!!!!
WHAT A YEAR ..........WOW !!!!!
well, well...it's year end already! i cant believe it, time move so damn quick right hmmmm....
and i still cant believe the changes in everything that i've been through in year 2005, Wow !!!
it's like i've been to hell and back again...totally reborn hahahaha
my heart broken in the worst way, i fell, try to move on, fell again but still can survive and definitely stronger now !!
in 2005, i was forced to feel everything a heart can feel. i experienced almost everything to know just what kind of world we live in now.
and its pretty scary
cuz bfore all this happen, i live in a small world where everyting is nice but i know i havent opened my eyes yet...til now.
i learnt a lot...about everything, but mostly about other people, more than i can imagine.
yep..in a quite short time (a year is short, right?) i should changed all my perspective or point of view
about everything that i know. am i shocked?? of course.
i keep protest at the first and my heart battling inside but im getting used to it now. dont worry,im not losing my faith or self identity, no..not that, it's just about how the way i view things.
well, there's a positive and negative way from the way this changes affect me. one of the positive way is i try to not limit myself in everything.
i take all risks and try to do the best i can and to take the best out from me and for me but the negative things is the changes in some of my point if view about certain things.
well, at least for now...!
one things that help me change is AdultFriendFinder, yeah...what else! i admit that hahaha. actually, it help me a lot, in some way.
what i need to know is this world we live in is big big world, and AdultFriendFinder told me that!
i met lots of people. some were just nice, some were bastards, and some are sooooo amazing (u know who u are
i stop belive in love....but cuz of these people, i know i can believe in love again.....not now, but someday!
so yes, a year is short but i felt like i've been through a long long journey until i can be who i am today. im not the same person like i was last year and i cant say whether i become better person or not but i know i am myself now.
u know people always say, what doesnt kill u will make u stronger....i never believe it until i felt it
i keep move on and on. oh yeah, sometimes its the hardest thing to do cuz we never know what will happen for our next step.
but sometimes our memories, the good and the bad one, will help us to move on, thats why i always treasure it.
just go with the flow...
so...bfore year 2005 really end...pls allow me to say THANK YOU:
- for my best friend that introduce me to AdultFriendFinder
- for AdultFriendFinder
- for everyone that know mystic1888
- for everyone that stop by in my life for a while and for those who stays in my life a bit longer,
- And thank u for special persons that share a bit life together with me and inspired me to write blogs that's amazing and i'll treasure every single moments.
hmmmm..i think year 2006 will be more challenging..or not??lets see then.
maybe i'll improve my profile in AdultFriendFinder or maybe i'll shut it down
But one thing for sure, as an advise from a 'friend',....i'll stay horny !!!! hahahaha
Bubye..2005...oh..What a Year !!!!! Phewww.....
HAPPY NEW YEAR 2006 EVERYONE !!!!!!
12/28/2005 12:50 am
I will never believe I'll say it too... but yes AdultFriendFinder has also opened my eyes to a much bigger world...|
Anyhow heres a toast to you for a great and wonderful 2006
12/28/2005 4:32 am
hahaha i know there's quite a lot people that feel the same like u and me about AdultFriendFinder too. so...here's a toast to u too...to welcome wonderful 2006.
1/2/2006 7:23 pm
I hope you have a wonderful Year!!! |
1/5/2006 11:24 pm
Hi There mystic 1888. I like the way you described your year and I hope you have a great year this year. I hope that you find what you are looking for but in the meantime you have lots of fun looking. |
Keep happy and horny and enjoy life to the most
1/6/2006 1:10 am
thank u. i hope u'll have great new year too.
yes..lets keep horny hehehehe
u too plano.