STUPID ME ?????  

JeersPilarSaver 35F
1726 posts
1/23/2006 4:13 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm


i dunno why i keep repeat it...again, again, and again.
i keep saying to myself that i just wanna feel that feeling again. the feeling that feel so nice in my heart. but then the other side of my heart remind me of how stupid i am. i always know that in the end i'll feel that hurt but i keep wondering why why why i keep go for it.

shit, im even dont know what im looking for. i even dont think much about what im gonna get or how it will affect me in the end. i just grab every chance that i can see. grab it like its the last chance i i wrong???

i dont care if i take big risk or if i risk lots of i so stupid??? i think i just never learn.
sometimes i cant stand the hurt but then again i tell to myself that its worth to try.

is it??

damn....i got confused everytime i think about it. but THE HELL with it right??
Think too much wont get things done. and again,,,i will tell myself to just go for it hahahahahahaha.......and i write all these things useless.....

nah...its in my thought so i just need to let my mind out.
heyyyy if any of u have any advise....pls advise me...maybe i can learn something


papyrina 51F
21133 posts
1/23/2006 4:47 am

your not stupid, hugs hun

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