SHOULD i ...???  

JeersPilarSaver 35F
1726 posts
5/4/2006 8:20 am

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6/22/2006 5:24 am

SHOULD i ...???


i dunno what to do
it seems like all things
keep come and go
i still want to believe
that there's things that lasts...
really want to believe that
but am i only dreaming...
for hoping for that?
is this only denial feeling
for deny the reality.
i keep walking and walking now
sometimes there's someone
offer me place to rest a while
but only a while...
i need place to settle
cuz i start to get tired...
i start to feel that its time
for me to stop...
but then something lighten up
my spirits...
and i ask myself...
should i keep walking?
then i continue as like i had no choice
i dunno til when
maybe until i left no energy
maybe until i meet other ways
or maybe until someone..
pull out my hand from my journey

rm_ZamDean69 46M

5/4/2006 7:21 pm

haev been keeping an eye on ur blog... now dis is so far more interesting than all those horny, drunk things..
life is really confusing wen u tink bout it ryte.... at d end of da day, its wut we are looking for dat counts...
ppl owez say dat life is too short, so enjoy it... but den again, shudnt it be.... life is too short, so value it?????
i enjoy life as much u do actly... tryin to live life to da fullest.. got drunk... got horny... fuck da whole night till i drop... waking up next monin naked, sometimes with sumone u dun even know who is lying down next to me...
cos... every beginning, the shud be an end..


JeersPilarSaver 35F

5/4/2006 10:40 pm

dear ZamDean69
thank u for ure comment. well sometimes i wonder about it too. life is too short, am i should just ruin it or value it?? i enjoy my life like u can see, but this whole thing is not what im looking for...
i know every beginning should be an end, but at least..if u know what r u looking for, u wont be that confused or tired sometimes, like im feeling now right? What im doing now is just go with the flow...and u know what, in my journey to look for whatever im searching for, i met and learn, and see some interesting things in life can offer...so im gonna try to survive today then will thinking about the next day tomorow!


rm_ZamDean69 46M

5/5/2006 2:42 am

hi
i tried to send u mail, but seems dat u blocked me form doing so never mind..
different ppl describes survivalibility differently...
may be u tink of it as survive today, and tink bout da day after today some other times... well... perhaps, it wud make a difference if u describe survival as da means to be able to endure life in a long term, rather than juz for a day... at least dats how i look at it..
i practise dat motto... live for today.... plan for tommorow my dear...
it wud be great if we cud talk
care to sms me? i ll call u back +6738672385
thnx


JeersPilarSaver 35F

5/5/2006 9:58 am

dear zamdean69
hehehe sorry, i think i press the wrong button.
i agree with u,how can we deal with tomorrow if we havent finished today...
thanks for ure number..i'll try to text u


sexylady01984 32F
2 posts
6/14/2006 10:10 am

girl... that is so true, thought i'm the only person feel that way but i guess not i really like u'r blog very honest


JeersPilarSaver 35F

6/22/2006 5:24 am

dear sexylady01984
thank u, and im glad im no alone


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