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in exact christmas last year..i still clearly remember that we're trying hard
cope with our problems....trying hard to get back together again.
at that time i still believe that we can survive, that we can be like we used
as time passing by, it made me realize that we cannot. we try everything and been through everything but i know that was the end.
i dont know what went wrong...maybe we force our heart to keep hold on too long until it cant stand anymore or maybe our time together is
reach its end. can it be?? til now i dont know the answer...
in this christmas time, all that memories cross my mind...and i know this is the time already...to say Goodbye.
we already broke up months ago...but i mean goodbye from my heart ..to let all finally go.
i already move on but one small message from u can make me stop for a second.
im glad now...although this tears fall down again for u for one last time.
but thats fine..
so...i wanna thank u, for everything u ever done for me until last year, for everything u ever fight for me, for stayed in my side for years, for every memories we made.
i will always treasure all of our memories...but after today, i will never look back again.
i know u worry about me...but dont, okay...cuz im strong now.
when we were together, i always thought i cant live without u but i survive now.
So for someone that i once loved with all my heart and life, all i can do is pray the best for u.
we already reached the end of our destination...now, we'll continue on our own.
so its time to say Goodbye...
so thats what i feel today...I know that broke up can happen to anyone anywhere....but this is one of the hardest thing i should do.
no worries...im smiling now...just bcuz something good end, doesnt mean something better wont begin, right!
so...im waiting for the next surprise thing that will happen in my life...
12/22/2005 11:58 pm
Well its a hello from me.... merry christmas |
12/23/2005 12:28 am
BTW which country are you from? I'm from Singapore |
12/23/2005 5:50 pm
thank u...ure hello makes me feel better
Merry Christmas too...have a wonderful holiday