Pinch Me  

mysteriesofme 44F
253 posts
4/6/2006 10:09 am

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4/13/2006 10:55 pm

Pinch Me

You may be just a man..

but the thought of your touch
brings me to my knees

'form of the cross'
unfolds beneath my fingertip

asking for strength
"to believe"

that these feelings
are actually real

whereever I am now
you are there

watching me
I can't explain that..

I don't understand that

no matter how many doors I try to close

you are always on the inside

in this mind

as it is now in a church

I kneel on a padded bench

you stand in the front right corner

lighting your candle

as your eyes look back for mine

that then close when they see them

"Father.. I am weak.. help me to clear these thoughts I keep, show me the way"

Hymn of the Day: Wild Horses


4/6/2006 1:31 pm

As I now rouse myself to wakefulness
(at the crack of mid afternoon)
I feel that now too familiar
Carly Simonish flood of vanity
knock me over like a one legged man in a cyclone

for the Stones olde ode to free running four legged friends
is a metaphor for the monkey that gets on ones back
from the habitual use of a quite mesmerizing opiate derivative
called "H"

and if indeed something has
penetrated your depths
and has grasped that level of a stranglehold
upon your precious self.......


I hope Y camp balances you out good

But I have little doubt you'll return
A changed woman

Who likes women
A little more than before


Luckily you've had the company of men who (relatively) have known "what was up" in the realm of the boudoir. If not you'd now be risking giving them up enirely as partners for the many and varied games of the boudoir but somehow my gut tells me that there's no real need to be concerned of that happening.

And my gut is aways my best advisor. My brain is the one I don't trust so well.



4/6/2006 1:37 pm

PS: even if you are referring to a song called Wild Horses which was not done by the Rolling Stones I still stand by the sediments (not sentiments) I expressed above.


mysteriesofme replies on 4/7/2006 4:51 am:
natasha bedingfield.. wild horses

and my trip has been cancelled.. my youngest daughter is running a very high fever (103.5).. taking her to the hospital today.. instead of heading out to go camping

toothysmile 50M
16515 posts
4/6/2006 4:26 pm

Oh, I 'll do much more than pinch you... ~wink~

mysteriesofme replies on 4/7/2006 5:36 pm:
hmmmm... like?

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