myfingersmells1 42F
575 posts
5/11/2006 9:33 am

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5/15/2006 10:57 am


I have been spending time inside my head - trying to see what lies ahead for me in life.
I have contemplated finding a fuck buddy to relieve my sexual tension, but when presented with the chance, I turn away. I could have men with privileges, but don't find this as acceptable for my long term lifestyle.
I no longer just want my "itch" to be scratched.
I am seeking the right man for me for the rest of my life.
Sure, I have enjoyed my share of casual sex, from drunken fucks to threesomes, from groups of women to a single romp in the sack with a big black cock.

I have wondered what will satisfy my desires once I am committed to one person. Will it be the sex, the relationship or simply the satisfaction of my desires when I need it?

I am so confused about what will be my ultimate partner, having been in love with one that was un reachable (and it took me three years to admit that he was wrong for me), and having been with one girl for a few months that also was all wrong (too dependent on my "stability" for my good), to friends that wanted those special privileges.

Where is that man for me?

rm_gorilla062 49M
232 posts
5/11/2006 10:02 am

Seriously is right... it will find you... and you will know it when it happens.

Seriously_Real 48M

5/11/2006 9:59 am

I will tell you what I have told everyone who will listen -- you don't find love, love finds you. The key is to just be and be ready, receptive and recognize it when it is there.

There is a school of thought that you should project with your thinking what it is that you want, and it will be like a beacon calling "Him" to you. My Sweetie did this, and here I am.

You may want to read her thoughts on it. Just maybe a little something to help, who knows? Good luck sweetie....

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blondietickler 43F
295 posts
5/11/2006 9:55 am

keep looking and i hope you find your romeo.

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