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mustang1960a2 56M
18 posts
6/11/2006 6:50 pm

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Sunday


So It's Sunday night and I haven't seen any news since friday. I was busy with a woman very special to me. She is so sweet and lovely, ten years my older and frigged. She takes it in good stride but I believe she is depressed about it.

She is not concerned with politics at all. I believe she has never voted. She doesn't keep a clean house (neither do I ), she is very un-informed about the world, she can't drive on Inter-state's, she refuses to try Oysters and she can't cook (when we eat in I cook).

And I love her more than anybody I have ever known. Except perhaps my dad who is gone.

She keeps telling me I should find some sweet young thing to make me happy but I refuse to desert her; So I went Bi and get off on frustrated married men (much like myself).

But I haven't told her this. I feel like I'm not really cheating on her if I'm with a man. But I know this is a big stretch.

Should I tell her? It would hurt her badly I think but our relationship was based on truth and while I haven't lied to her (I said I was with someone) I don't want to spill it. It's a bit embarrassing. I am a guy, she's seen me hit people to defend her Honor.

Wow

rm_wetfingeraz 53F
3012 posts
6/11/2006 9:59 pm

Well, you have to ask yourself, is the relief of your guilt worth the pain it will inflict upon her? How do you think she will take it? What are her views on bisexuality? Be sure to exhaust every angle before you take a step that you can't take back.


mustang1960a2 56M
49 posts
6/12/2006 6:03 am

It's not exactly GUILT. Again I'm rationalizing that since it's a guy it's not really unfaithful. And anyway there is no commitment to be faithful so I am not guilty.

But of course I am since there is an expectation of honesty. But thank you. Telling her would hurt her. I'll keep it to myself for now. It's not like I'm a flamer running all over town.


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