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msharleygurl 42F
125 posts
2/16/2006 7:34 pm

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Not doing too good today. Had a rough night last night, but I have no one to blame but myself. I did something I shouldn't have done and now I can't make it right. I dont even know why I did what I did and now I cant fix it and I want so much for someone to forgive me, but I know that's not going to happen...I really and truly f**ked things up this time. But that should not come as a surprise...its not to me anyway...I f**k up everything in my life...I couldn't save my marriage...Hell, I caused the problem to begin with...And now I f**ked up another thing in my life.

F**K IT...doesn't matter what I say or what I want...nothing matters anymore.

rm_Smile_My_Way 59M
1519 posts
2/18/2006 5:10 am

What will you do now, if he doesn't forgive you? I am sorry you feel this way. Wish there was someway for me to help. Time does heal all.


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