alone again  

msharleygurl 42F
125 posts
1/21/2006 6:08 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

alone again

Here I am...alone again on a Saturday night. I should be used to it by now, but it gets lonely sometimes. It just makes me realize how truly boring my life really is. Oh sure I talk a good game sometimes, but really my life consists of work and sitting in front of the computer until bed most nights. I just about pulled another all night last night cause I was in front of the computer. Went to bed about 5 am and didn't move until after 2 this afternoon. Guess my body was telling me something...I'm too old to be staying up so late. But I was having a little bit of cam fun with darganot so that helped.

But there is something I have been wondering...why is it that some people wont take no for an answer? Why do some people push so much? I was talking to someone last night and I had told him that I didn't want to get together. So I didn't think anything of it when he left and said he would call me in 15 minutes, just thought it was weird. Well then the phone rings and guess what? He was outside my house. He works for the city and since I had just gotten the water line out front fixed, he found out where I lived...and showed up, and this was at 2:30 in the morning. It was all just too weird.

Anyway...that's how last night went and now Im sitting here in front of the computer once again talking to no one and being alone as usual. This is my life.



john_donne 61M

1/22/2006 5:19 pm

With a creative mind and the net, you’re never really alone, and it’s a perfect way to set the stage for an unforgettable night when you finally do connect. From what you’ve written, I imagine you’d be a great playmate, and I doubt you’ll be sitting alone too often on a Saturday night.


joshbig5 31M
1 post
1/22/2006 8:17 pm

hey sweetie. how are you. that sucks about last night. but basically i just wanted to say hello and that i'd like to get to know u better


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