November 9, 2005  

monkey_bone27 29F
10 posts
11/9/2005 8:33 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

November 9, 2005

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I wish I was a little kid again when my only worries were scraped knees and spankings. Instead now I have to worry bout the real world and not trusting anyone. It's sad when you realize that you have to do that to yourself just to be safe. You don't know what you can believe out of anybodys' mouths, not even the ones that you want to be closest to.

I don't even know if love really exists anymore. You see it in the movies, but in real life everyone is getting divorced or trying to screw as many people as they can. And then when you find somebody who is serious, they are not good enough. It's sad how life works that way. It seems like everybodies fate is tragic. Maybe only mine...

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tpb333 42M

11/9/2005 10:08 pm

I have felt the same way many times. You express yourself well, very eloquent. I always tell myself that tomorrow could bring the greatest love I have ever known, the sweetest thing is the hope for the future.


OneLittleMoment 38M/33F
43 posts
11/10/2005 6:16 pm

I know this feeling all to well.

But, i've found that with each passuing ear, I enjoy life more. And, if you mature with age, the real comes naturally (as sad as that may seem)


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