mistymommie 39F
353 posts
11/11/2005 6:40 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm


After a few friendly emails and very thoughtful consideration, I have decided not to leave after all.

I do not have to like some of the messages I get, but then again I don't have to respond to them either. Guess that's why they invented the block button!

For the most part I have received very nice words of encouragement and sympathy. That I guess is a good reason to stay all in itself.

I'm thinking that I was feeling a little uncomfortable because I had not left my husband yet or asked him to go and felt maybe I was betraying him. Our marriage ended along time ago, but I have just now realized it.

He is gone now and I have spent my first night and day alone and I have to tell you, It feels no different. Should it? Should I regret my decision? Should I feel a little bad?

I'll answer that myself, NO. I should feel relieved and stress free. A huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders.

Now when I am home alone it is because of my own choosing. Not because of someone else's selfishness. I will make my own future from now on and not make plans around someone else. My life is my own now. And it really feels great.

Misty {=}

PailsDiverHonks 55F

11/11/2005 8:18 pm

Good luck to you. sounds like you will be happier.

I agree what you say about some of the messages we recieve on this site. I think i went through over 500 emails before I started communicating with the person I am now seeing.

CupidStunt_69 46M
1 post
11/12/2005 3:31 pm

Well I'm glad you have decided to stay. I've not had the chance to say hello yet....


rm_Lobes2 52M

11/12/2005 10:52 pm

Misty, You should feel relieved. Sometimes it doesn't feel different because you were already alone when he was gone off doing his own thing. You will find the right man for you, you will know it when you do. I'm glad you stayed.

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