Today  

missouriman2005 40M
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8/30/2005 7:18 pm

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Today

I am realizing as I try to better myself everyday and learn about who I am, that I have alot of different thoughts and behaviors that I have carried with me from Teenage years. I have been spending my life the past few months doing as much as I can to ensure my sobriety and things have actually worked out really wonderful. I cannot remember having a period of sobriety this long since I was a teenager. I have always been the non stop partier, hedonistic, pleasure driven person. But eventually it took away from who I really am and now I am relearning about myself by being honest with myself. I can lie to anyone and everyone but I can never truly lie to myself because no matter how much I try to trick myself somewhere deep down inside I know the truth.


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