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Ahh..its been a day...started with a long distance phone call from R..my "Master"... i told him of my decision to go cold turkey on sex and he seemed understanding...
Then i had lunch with S...we are platonic now...he has moved on with new lovers..as for me..i am happy with celibacy..actually spent the day sorting out my closet..throwing away old clothes..old memories...found my wedding gown and trashed it ASAP.
S and i will always be friends...i value friendship...he is not the one for me..but a good buddy... he seemed concerned when i told him about Mr. P...he does not want to see me cry again...
Right now...i am not in the mood for an sex- just am happy enjoying male companionship- at some stage i will have a lover..but not for this period in my life
Also got a call from my lover- the one i met by "accident"...he called to see how i was doing...we will meet up for coffee soon- and he is understanding about my need to stay celibate...
I am going off to meet a really nice lady from AdultFriendFinder...she is one of the few hidden gems here
Sometimes i regret joining AdultFriendFinder...but sometimes its nice people like her and a few others who make me smile and tell myself it was a mere journey...
Such is life
8/12/2006 4:10 pm
This site is almost like meeting people in life. You meet the nice ones, and the bad ones. Thankfully, here you can learn a little more about people before meeting them.|
Unlike meeting an idiot at a club or bar, you can at least ignore or block them here. At a bar, you have to go thru more uncomfortable moments and think of an exit plan.
8/12/2006 8:19 pm
For me, no regrets joining AdultFriendFinder.... it provides me with an outlet to air my thoughts and feelings when I need to. I'm mostly here to blog. However, coming week, I'll be meeting a few ladies from here and I look forward to doing so. |
Time will tell who are the ones whom we can embark on a friendship journey. True friend is indeed a gem.