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of being me
of being me
i love me...love being myself
Sex to me is great but its not the end of the world..i mean like yesterday i decided not to have a 3 some....my 2 fbs were hot and good in bed..but i just did not have the urge...i mean like this...it is not that i am tired of sex..but i am not in need as much as others... its something i control..it does not control me ( Ahem - at times though i let it off the leash)
I have a high sex urge..but sometimes i am happy just playing with myself rather than fucking...
I have an organized sex life..i have a circle of nice kind honest men and women whom i fuck on regular basis... so i am not desparate to look for it per say...unless i meet a really nice person and he or she fits in to my criteria then i will include them in my list...basically the list is a small one
After all this is the world of AIDS and other stds....so precautions are essential..that includes limiting the number of sex partners...
sometimes i meet really nice people here but there is just no chemistry...so unless they are willing to be platonic friends...i would not forsee anything happening... and sometimes in telling them my decision...some of them actually get nasty..well its a reckoning..Phew! a show of character indeed.
After all its just sex...and i am not in dire need of it...
I meet men all the time...On monday i had a date with a very good looking "Will Smith-sh" Black Guy...he was so into me..and has been calling me since..but i just am not sure...i would prefer dating him for a while to see how things pan out..
Yesterday..i met a very good looking tall "bollywood" Aryan Indian man...he asked me out for coffee today..i havent made any definitive plans as yet....
I may not meet him as I may need to meet S...he is one FB i LIKE a lot...really honest and respectfull to me.... the sex is great but he is a perfect gentleman and a good friend....i like him for his personality and his honesty...so if S wants to see me for a platonic 3 hours of talking and coffee- BTW i am his confidante and buddy- i will drop it all for him...He is worth it. S is a good person who deserves my time.
So basically when i have an FB...its not just meeting for casual sex...its a friendship...we occasionally fuck...but most of the time we spend time and enjoy each others company.... sometimes i have another FB whom i just meet in a hotel room..but even then he is a friend..we have met before for drinks and coffee and not had sex...
FUCK = Lots of great sex
BUDDY = A friend- not a fair wheather one and if the sex ends..the friendship still lingers.
So guys....those of you out there...hope this answers your question as to what i want
I don't do "fuck and run" events- i am for the long term- casual, discreet and fun
6/22/2006 5:34 am
lilith, it is difficult to get through to some people, no matter how many times, they will send us pics of cocks and such. sooo not interested. |
if a guy needs this posting to understand what the heck a woman wants then, sorry la, not worth the time.
take care girl. u rock!
6/24/2006 7:42 am
thanks, Lilith. l wish not all the men in this world like that, l willing to learn how to treat women for better life.|
6/27/2006 1:01 pm
Some times playing with yourselves!!limited pals1!! trusted sources!! u r damn right babe.no point in getting hiv.enjoy ur life.|