me and P  

milady_de_winter 43F
938 posts
8/16/2006 11:13 pm
me and P


yeah....i actually am getting close...but not in a sexual way..intimate yes..not in a pyshical sense....to P...

Ok...to clarify- so many men in my life ...P is my "guru" mentor of sorts...i met him quite by accident....and we hit it off immediatley...

Had a great workout at the gym...and P will be showing me how to do proper weight training next week at his gym...

after my workout...i met P near his house..its a nice restaurant in a quiet suburb in KL...we ordered wine and moussaka and talked...P showed me how to do proper stretches...and we had a goods laugh..of pinkies and leprechauns and legends of Ireland....sigh...i wish i had met him 10 years earlier...but i am glad he is now part of my little journey...

He has given me motivation....one of which is that he will help me get Mr. P...(please don't get confused with P and Mr.P- they are 2 different men)...he and i reckon that Mr.P is the kind of man i ought to get married and settle down with and have kids...

I guess ours is an honest relationship- its pure...and i think sex will ruin it...however...as i told P last nite..if i do decide to break my celibacy in time...he will be one of the men i would be willing to bed...but then i have an inner fear that if i do that we will lose what is pure....

I guess both P and us are good for each other...we both need to actually have a relationship with a member of the opposite sex where no sex is involved...P is a very up market guy..though he is humble about it...he is not like quite a lot of the riff raff i have met in the past...

I am no angel- at my age i have bedded many men...i have done some kinky and wild things...and meeting P has helped me realise that what i did was not wrong....it was pretty normal...he is thrice that of King Solomon...from that of his own admission...(only an intelligent person will understand this)

So its not sex that pulls him to me...he is very good looking and can have any woman he wants anytime..and he has the means to pay for it if he wants to....he just likes me for me...he finds me stimulating as i do him...

and that to me makes the relationship pure...

Well enough said for now ...

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