listening to Robbie Williams  

milady_de_winter 44F
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7/3/2006 6:51 am

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7/4/2006 8:06 am

listening to Robbie Williams

I am at the about to do some work...

My mind wonders of to Robbie song in paticular.."if you are willing to change let love be your energy..."

Well i was listening to that song when the planes hit the world trdae center on 9/11....yes u guessed it my dear readers....i am thinking of Mr.NYC...

Its so poignant ..he is an award winning journalist in NYC....i am not going to say more as he has a high profile in NYC amongst the journalists and media industry players...

I remember when he told me that on 9/11 he was having a shower... his manhattan apartment faces the World Trade he rushsed down and saw history happening...of the huge dusts clouds when the towers colapsed... i am leaving out details here as he eventually wrote an award winning article i am not saying more lest he be discovered...

Oh God.... why am i thinking of him...why do i feel sad...why do i miss him...does he miss me? Does he think about me?...or has he forgotten me...has he cast me aside?....was i just a romp in the hay?....will it develop into something meaningfull?

Why do i torture myself thinking of him...true i have bedded many men...i have had many lovers..yet now i feel so daunted by this one man... i think not of the others...yet he is swimming in my head...

They say if the bird really belonged to you it will come flying back..only time will tell....i must be strong...

I must be what if i get hurt...everyone hurts..everyone feels pain...

I need only find comfort in myself...

Only a woman knows what it means to be alone

Ciao Ciao

Lilith Divine

I have been told by many that i am a ruebens woman- a self rendition of me

milady_de_winter 44F

7/4/2006 3:26 am

sigh ...such is life

LeninRuntsBurrs 42F

7/4/2006 6:37 am

agreed with amber....

matters of the heart is so difficult. explains why i fear it but still all women yearns it. but women were made strong and we will survive! (dum dum dum the i will survive song)

take a day or two, get sad, then get up again! woo hoo!

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