Why do I even try anymore  

micahbiguns 50M
1308 posts
3/22/2006 9:49 pm

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Why do I even try anymore


WHY! WHY! WHY! WHY! WHAT IS THE POINT OF TRYING IF EVERYTIME YOU FIND A LITTLE RELIEF AND OR GOD FORBID GENUINE HAPPINESS ANOTHER TRUCK LOAD OF SHIT GETS DUMPED ON YOU?

Maybe I should explain the above statment. As some of you know I am divorced. I was married way to long to a psycho whore we have two boys one who is 20 and the other is 16 I recived asummons to appear on 4/11/06 for a rehearing on our divorce settlment Re: Increasing my child support and alimony WTF we settled all this in court but my lawyer says it can be reopened due to changes in finacial circumstances. Guess who got a new better paying job this year?

My 16 year old son has gotten his girlfriend pregnant and oh by the way she is 13 and he is going to quit school to go to work to support them. I do not think this would of happened if I was still living in the same house with him but who the hell knows anymore?

My 20 year old son wrecked his motorcycle seperating his sholder tearing his rotator cuff. Oh I havent mentioned his college scolorship was for baseball, you might have guessed it, he is or should I say was a pitcher the Pro's were scouting him pretty hard. He could throw a 98 mph fast ball and is a lefty The docs say it is doubtful if he will be able to pitch like that ever again.

Top all that with Carol's impending death and you have my soap opera maybe I should call this as the blog turns or how about days of our blogs

Well I do not know if you hung on till the bitter end if you did then thank you I really needed to let go of some of this.


TTigerAtty 62M

3/23/2006 12:53 pm

Micah ... So sorry to read about all this in your two most recent posts. I left a comment regarding the situation with Carol. Go to the post I reference in that comment for a prayer I wrote at a time that I was lower than low. I hope it will help you deal with Carol's situation. Re. the court date, you or your attorney can probably request and be grant a continuance to allow more time to prepare (if you want more time). Re. the situations with your sons, I am so sorry to hear what each of them is facing. They need prayer, love and support also. Please take each day one at a time, hang in there and take care of yourself as you deal with all this sadness and emotional stress. My thoughts and prayers are with you!


dasher121 36M

3/24/2006 10:20 am

there's really nothing that I could say here to help you feel any better about this. It's just all about time, just let time get past all of this. Keep your head up and move forward not backwards. Sorry to hear about it all man, when it rains it fucking pours.

The Dude.


rm_Bct2Esi 50M/50F
1375 posts
3/24/2006 7:08 pm

well you have my arms to hold you when you need a little more strength, my ears to listen, my shoulders to cry on and if i could figure out a way to take away just a little of your pain I would....but I can't

all I can give is what I mentioned, its your when you need them, and a few words that I always tell myself when shit hits the fan....this too shall pass, what am I suppose to learn from this, and everything happens for a reason."

hugs, luvs, smiles and lots of prayers


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