merlion45 50F
549 posts
8/8/2006 10:06 am

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10/9/2006 5:38 am


I don’t know what love is anymore. I don’t think I can trust anyone anymore like I did. I’m too scared to even put my heart out there because I’ve been screwed over too many times. And I thought good people receive good things in return. Well if that’s true, I somehow must have been a jerk to deserve what I

I’m kind of experiencing the same thing. I’m in a relationship, but don’t really feel “it.” I think the older I’ve gotten, the more protective I’ve become….and although it’s easier on one level to be this way, I’m realizing that it’s robbed me from feeling period. I kind of long for that mushiness, feeling in the pit of my stomach, and having a person that can really have an effect on me. I guess it takes time. You definitely gotta let that hart of yours heal up, but don’t keep it tucked away forever. It’s probably gonna hurt itself out of loneliness.

gemini0157 59M  
6842 posts
8/9/2006 1:47 pm

Leave your heart open for possibilities but remember.... trust should be earned...

merlion45 50F

8/10/2006 3:08 pm

hi gemini0157, yes Trust is very important in relationship......I learn about it.....take care...

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