Seriously...not doing well...  

md_girl77 39F
29 posts
11/23/2005 9:07 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Seriously...not doing well...

People really don't have any regards for other people's feelings at all...I know I'm not perfect...but I feel like people judge me because of what my body looks like...I didn't plan on looking like this...it just happened...I'm working on it, but it's not happening fast enough. I feel like my body inhibits who I really am. I'm sure I'm not the only one. AM I?

It's just not fair -- there is so much beyond the physical apperance. I can't even begin to describe the pain that you feel when you are so badly rejected. I feel like most people on this site are frauds and if they were really here for what they say they are...they wouldn't care. This is the site for SEXUAL ENCOUNTERS...not finding your lifetime partner..although I can't say you couldn't...it just isn't what this site is all about.

It would be nice if someone looked past what I look like on the outside for who I am on the inside...I can be wild, crazy, kinky, fun, sensual, passionate, etc...the list could go on and on...(Enough of my ramblings...I had to vent.)

I'm just tired of being judged by my exterior to the point that no one gives me a chance..with the exception of a few..and now that they've seen me in person..I doubt anything will come of it...but We shall see...I feel like some people I thought were my friends here are just stringing me along...trying to be nice...or are they for REAL??? I wish someone would tell me...be honest...I can't take it anymore.

I wish that some people were as honest with themselves as they seem to be with others...I know I'm a tough girl, but sometimes, you've just had all you can take...and you've reached your limit so to speak. I think I've reached my limit...hit bottom..hope to climb back up, but doesn't seem like I can..I keep slipping, falling farther and farther...HELP...???!!!

"Honest really is the best policy" Or is it?


zoopc42 47M

11/23/2005 10:12 am

I for one was in a marriage in that I didnt tell them waht I thought. that is becuase it would have hurt thier feelings but that brought other problems which led to divorce.

in the end nobody wins


md_girl77 39F

11/23/2005 11:22 am

I have to totally agree with you...about how nasty some of them can be...or how they snub you as soon as they see your pic. Thanks for lending your ear and a shoulder to cry on so to speak...THANK YOU!!


clitmuncher41 52M

11/24/2005 5:26 am

sorry to hear so many people you feel have been stringing you along,you know me and that is not who i am or what i'm about i believe in honesty and i came on here for the same thingsfriendship with benefits no strings attached i told you that before i enjoyed meeting you and had hoped it would go farther but i sensed that i was in last place for who you were looking for so i just value our friendship until or unless it can get more invovled


rm_turk2893 45M
1 post
12/8/2005 2:04 am

young lady e-mail me so we can talk. AdultFriendFinder


md_girl77 39F

12/8/2005 6:16 am

You can reach me here..can't initiate contact b/c I'm a standard member....


bimwmMDdiscreet 51M

12/12/2005 9:49 pm

As the world goes on it seems that people take pride in making other people feel small. It makes them feel more secure because they are as insecure as anybody else to begin with. If they feel better than another person in any way then they feel better themsleves. Or they think so anyway. That is why they watch murder cases, Jerry Springer or disasters on TV. It is a sad world but in the end the nice people suffer. I am not sure if I am making any sense but it is getting sadder every day. People say "Peace" and then act in another manner. I hope people get better at making others feel good as opposed to the opposite. That would be nice one day.


mr_nasty_ll7 52M
4 posts
12/28/2005 10:03 pm

I know alot of people tell you that it doesn't matter who, what and how you are it the inside that counts. The people who tell you that don't believe it themselves. You have to be yourself regardless of what you look like. Take the time and feel good about being alive in this world. A world where phyiscal beauty Rules. You have phyiscal beauty and it up to you to see it. We are all different and we should be thankful we are. Now take the pressence of you beauty and run with it.


rm_bigbill0018 63M

12/31/2005 11:51 am

say md girl it sounds like you could use a friend. i'm a standard member also. so if you want to contact me email me at my yahoo address. it's mrwildbill2003. i will be glad to chat sometime.


rm_bigbill0018 63M

1/3/2006 6:59 pm

i have to say md girl from reading your blog it sounds like you've got a beautiful heart. And to me a womans heart is where her beauty starts.


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