Not sure what I am really wanting  

mcbeth59 57F
14 posts
11/23/2005 7:30 pm

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Not sure what I am really wanting

Hello out there in blog land! I thought I would be brave and start my own blog.... and voice some of my many mixed feelings while surfing on AdultFriendFinder. I know it is primarly a sex site and let me tell you I really would like a night of sex... wild sex... fun sex. I want to be wild and let all my fears go the ways side... but then those fears crop up and stop me cold. I dont think I can really do that with somebody I dont know... maybe a movie and a drink.. and then wild Now that sounds great to me. In my mind I would love a guy who I can call and meet just for a movie, and more if things progress.

I don't know.... fear runs rampant. Will I be rejected (because I have to admit I am not a slim 25 year old any more... and to make it worse my grey hair is showing right now... gotta get it colored again!!) Can I find a friend that I can enjoy good times with and maybe sex too. Wow... that would rock.

I guess for now I will keep on looking on AdultFriendFinder... and try to work some braveness up. Maybe I will actually meet that nice guy that will take a bit of time to get to know me a bit... and then have his way with me! Whoo hoo.. here is for hoping!

LongKnight 52M
11 posts
11/23/2005 8:19 pm

Welcome to blogville McBeth

Actually you've made the first steps to concoring your fears, besides, never worry about what others think of you, you are you and what is inside of you, makes you who you are... just be yourself.

Just take things slow, take your time, chat with folks from here, see what kinds of vibes you get and then go from there. This is an "adult" site, maybe you might meet someone you click with, oh and yes, some wild sex too, wooo-whoooo!!

oh, BTW, nice guys don't try to "have their way..."

Wishing you the best of luck
And happy thanksgiving

mango1967 50M
3 posts
11/23/2005 9:52 pm

That has got to be the most sincere thing I have heard. More women and men need to be more intouch with thier feelings like that. Yes it is scarry to just meet some one and have wild sex with them. That scares me. My advise to your as far as the sex part go, do what I do. every partner I've been with and will be with have to agree to be tested. I wold love to meet you for a cup of java.

sleeplessknight1 68M

11/24/2005 8:24 am

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Hi mcbeth
glad yu did.... blogs are great way to get to know the personalities of people on here.......


Hope you have fun in the land of Blog.
You arrived just in time for Thanksgiving,
so have a great one....

There is a bloggers group on here,
if you are interested. Its a forum for any blogging
problems. I found it very helpful, as this was the first
time I had opened a Blog.
- See the link here bloggers of this friendly site, its been around since
blogs were set up on this site....
and they are a great bunch of people.... great blogs and
a great sense of fun and humour.

Have fun.

Theres lots of great stuff on here.....

Take care.

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mcbeth59 57F
3 posts
11/24/2005 8:34 am

Thanks you guys for your comments. You have given me several great ideas on how to proceed and I will check them out. You all have a great Thanksgiving today.

rm_lickmepretty 51F
851 posts
11/24/2005 10:16 am

Hi, welcome to blog!

Are you aware there is a new group created for bloggers and their readership to meet and frolic in the chat room? (A place for serious discussion as well)

A group where interesting blog posts will be “spot-lighted” along with the links of how to get there. A place where new kids on the block can actually get seen as well as the predominant “hierarchy”.

A place where ideas can flow--from suggested blog topics, to writing "critiques", to directions on how to better use the elements of color, photos, and font style/size to make your blog more eye appealing; as well as instructions on how to better use linking to other posts.

A place where writers (non-bloggers as well) who are interested in “creative” writing to post some of their works; as well as joining in on some of our “creative writing games” as well.

Being that this is an adult site, we will also have a group post running where writers and their followers can indicate where they're from so maybe you might actually be able to meet some folk "local" to you.

Flirtatious banter is encouraged--crude obscene assaults will not be tolerated and are subject to deletion.

So...Stop in and have a little fun over your cup o' joe!

Here is a link to the group Blog Cafe, look forward to meeting you there!

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