Warts and all?  

marriednhor002 49M/41F
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6/21/2006 11:14 am

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7/20/2006 11:20 am

Warts and all?

it happened very innocently enough.....was chatting online with this lovely new friend.had gotten all kinds of naughty with her....swapping pics and stories of experiences back and forth.....& that's where the problem? started(i think)
after about 40 minutes of telling each other how we'd like to lick each others pussy and have her suck on my DD's.....we decided to start camming.
Now,don't get me wrong...i'm as much of an exhibitionist as the next person,and my body image is pretty much a healthy one....EXCEPT FOR.....
about 8 years ago,i had to have several abdominal surgeries,(hysterectomy,appendix,and a few exploratories due to adhesions)and there are a few scars that I have and will always have....
It took me a long time to become comfortable with these visual aspects of my body,and my husband & I don't even notice them anymore.
but this woman did.....
now....usually when i know i might be camming,I dress for the occaision with something sexy,that accents my "best features"however....this time,i was only in boxers and a tank (with my hair in pigtails)no bra.when she asked for me to take of my top,I did so without intrepidation and the look on her face (though she tried to hide it)was one of dissappointment and she turned off her cam & made a lame excuse & signed off.
I was completely dejected and more than a little mortified that some one would be so rude!(passive aggressively so)
we all have our little body hang ups...from extra weight, to stretch marks,to double chins and so on.....
Is it naive of me to try to look past these things and appreciate the human form for the beautiful thing it is,or should I be looking for a plastic surgeon and wearing nothing but corsets that hide my tummy...scars and all????

horny4dp73 44M/44F

6/22/2006 11:14 am

Oh girlfriend you're not naive, you just found a jerk. We all have our scars (inside and out) and you will have a much better time finding people by being honest at the start. Don't through stones when you live in a glass house...
be thankful you found out sooner rather than later.

marriednhor002 49M/41F

6/22/2006 11:42 am

Thanks honappreciate it....sincerely!

marriednhor002 49M/41F

6/28/2006 7:01 am

KITTEN!i'm in total argreement!!!!!I've got 3....2 running down a couple inches from my navel as well(ovarian tumor removal and partial hysterectomy)as well as one right across the top of where my pubic hair would be.and don't get me started on stetch marks....i had my child when i was only 17,so i've had those "brands of courage"since my teen days.people can be hurtful....it's true,but hubby and I have learned to abide by an old latin saying.....
"nil carrberumdum illigitumus"loosely translated means:
(BTW thanks for being honest,& love your blog,Especially the poetry!!!)

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