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I find myself wondering how I got from there to here. Not so long ago most things in my life seemed clear cut and normal. Now... well let's just say I long for normality sometimes. When you decide to start seriously exploring the metaphysicalthings can get pretty weird very quickly. Not that I haven't learned a good bit of very helpful information. But at times it almost feels like I have more questions now than I did before I started this journey. That and finding out that with the metaphysical you have to wade thru just as much b.s. as you do with the normal world.
I suppose one of the best things to have come out of this journey so far is learning that I am not crazy....or if I am that there are alot of other people who are just as crazy as me and alot of them are crazy in the same way. I started out thinking that sooner or later I would come across some bit of information or some person that would spark an epiphany and I would finally begin to understand. But now I think that it is more a slow building of information and networks of people till one day I will turn around and say to myself, "Huh, it's a wonder I didn't see this all along."
The world is a curious place filled with curious people. Sometimes we forget that. I guess we forget it because it makes it easier to carry on with our humdrum lives. But take some time smell the flowers and talk to the curious people.....you never know what you may find