Fork in the Road of Life  

majordomobilly 47M
39 posts
3/27/2006 9:20 pm
Fork in the Road of Life

Some people are spiritual and some aren't. I have come to accept that. I happen to be a spiritual person. Now mind you, it is not mainstream religion spiritual, but spiritual none the less. And now I find myself at a point in my life where it is becoming very important to me. I have spent the last 2 years coming to terms with it. Introspection, investigation, the whole deal. The snag is that the people I have close to me in my life would seriously consider me to be insane if I began taking the steps I felt necessary to take to further my spiritual quest. Because of this I find myself feeling stuck between a rock and a hard spot. Do I keep myself as I have been for the past 20 years and take no chance at offending anyone close to me? Or do I take the chance and finally blossom into the person I feel I should be? I really am at the point that if I follow my heart and soul I am pretty much choosing to abandon my whole life, family, etc. It makes me feel lost, confused, and sad. I don't know which way to turn. Spirit has spoken to me, do I head the call?

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