Weeks getting better  

madkitten 53F
433 posts
9/21/2005 12:55 pm

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Weeks getting better

Week so far.

Monday overslept made the whole out of kink, once your late for something even if it is only getting up, you never seem to quite catch up, was so glad when the day was over.

Tuesday morning, school run, the car wouldnt start, nothing, zilch, narda it wouldnt do a thing, garage came out, battery was flat got it going, ran it to the garage so he could test the battery fine, ran the rest of the day. Then school run time again, nothing, zero, flat as a pancake again. WWWHHYY who has something against me, does my car not like the school run, is it trying to tell me my kids need a 24hr a day education. No the battery was flat again. Garage comes out again and this time brings me a new battery. But do you know what really annoyed me, ME, cause what did I do, I paniced, I rang the husband that Im trying so hard to prove I dont need, saying help the car wont start. What message did this give him, she needs me, oh heck why did I ring him, why didnt I just ask a neighbour or go though the yellow pages, would of been a lot less hassel in the long run, as he then tried all night to convince me I needed him back, which then made me feel like a frightened cornered animal again.

Today, much better though I did get up extra early to check the car was going to start, all fingers and toes crossed at the time. Even had naughty thoughts today so I treated myself to a new basque and thong, after yesterday I needed a treat, why does new underwear always make you feel better or is that just me, may even be more naughty tomorrow and try and take some pics of me wearing it.

five_speed 41M

9/21/2005 5:47 pm

Well, today is hump day after all. Hopefully it is all down hill from here!

rm_Deanobaby2 40M
31 posts
9/22/2005 6:19 am

Hey kitten,
Sorry to hear about your car trouble. I had the catalytic convertor go in my car two weeks ago. Cost me nearly 150 quid to put it right.
I think you need to make it clear to your ex that you only needed his help for the kids' sake and no other reason. But then again, you shouldn't have to take my advice, you know how to handle him better than most.
Thanks for your comments, it's nice to know I have found someone on this site to talk to, even if its only on the blogs. I was having a bit of a "down day" when I wrote my last blog. I have one every now and then (luckily not too often), but by the next day I am back to my usual happy self.
I do use the clean room for chattin from time to time, so if you like you could catch me there (not found a friend to chat with in other rooms or privately yet). If not, chattin on the blogs is just dandy!
Have to say, your piccy of the basque has me thinking naughty thoughts too, more so than your profile pic (I actually picture both kinda melded together a bit- VERY nice). Would love to see pics of you actually wearing them (I've not the bottle to take naughty snaps of myself)! New undies seem to work for nearly all women too by the way, so good for you. Why shouldn't you treat yourself after a shitty day or two? In the long run it's better for you than buying buns and ice cream! Think of it as buying trainers and tracksuit for "exercise".

One last thing, the cornered animal thing. You should never let anyone make you feel like that. It's just wrong. I always try to think positive on life, so find it hard to empathise with you (though I did try). Perhaps you could think of it this way: A cornered animal is much more dangerous than a free one (due to the increased chance of it attacking), but an animal roaming free is truly a wonder to behold!
Hope that made sense!
Be strong luv!

madkitten 53F
291 posts
9/22/2005 6:39 am

Five, I hoping things will get better. lol

DefiniteTrouble 50F

9/22/2005 6:40 am

Funny how treating yourself from time-to-time can uplift your spirits. Doesn't have to be anything major...something as simple as an ice cream cone can make you smile. Glad you're feeling better...

madkitten 53F
291 posts
9/22/2005 6:44 am

Deano, may have to wait for the pics, cant get the camera to work, never very good with these things, but working on it.

Had to replace the cat in my car last year, drove up to the midlands and the new one collapsed, my car makes sure I always have something to be nervous about when putting the key in and its never cheap either.

I dont tend to go in the chat rooms very often, can never follow the convo, someone asked me for my msn in the uk room once, and I made the mistake of giving my email addy, 10 people added me to msn, no idea who they where. lol so steer clear now.

beewulf9 38M

9/22/2005 7:09 am

I think five speed's got it right. Even if you choose to not take the naughty photos and post them, you are fine Kitten.

madkitten 53F
291 posts
9/26/2005 8:56 am

DT yes I did feel tons better after treating myself, and your right it doesnt matter how small the treat is, its worth it. Sorry I missed your post when I posted before.

madkitten 53F
291 posts
9/26/2005 8:57 am

beewulf, still havent taken the pics, camera wont work with this pc, so have to get the old one out.

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