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m1903a3 59M
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3/21/2006 6:11 pm

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By and bi


First, let me say that I have no bias against gay or bisexual men and women. Never have, never will. This is just my personal experience and ramblings. A long time ago, in a not so far away place, I was a heavy drinker. Strike that, I was a drunk. I could not figure out why women didn't like me. (It never dawned on me that a drunk was repulsive) But men were hitting on me. This was a bit confusing and I was unsure of what to do, so my boozed up brain thought "maybe you're gay". So I went to a gay bar and was almost instantly zeroed in on by a little guy with a pencil mustache. I'll skip a few details here, but when he tried to boldly go where no man has gone before, my brain woke up and screamed "You are NOT gay!" I feel bad about leaving without any explanation, but like I said, I was a drunk, and I did stupid things. Cut to 2005. I've been sober 19 years and the bad memories are starting to fade. I have lots of sober friends with similar interests including one I will call "Eric". I'm in Wal-mart and I see Eric near the checkouts, and I do a double take. He has long hair, a slim waist, and a very impressive rack! I'm talking NICE! Perky, a bit of jiggle, nice. I get confused again. (S)he did not see me, which was for the best. I would have been unable to talk without looking at the hooties. I ran into a mutual friend later and found out that Eric had the operation and is an anatomically correct woman named Erica. Ok, it's established that I'm not gay or bi, but I find her attractive. I understand that she is, in all ways, a woman, but I remember when she was not. I guess I'll just stay confused.

MOfunNOWWOW 55F

3/23/2006 9:13 pm

I had a similar experience but then nothing like yours. What exactly are you confused about? Are you confused that you find Erica attractive and like her? Have you always liked her? Just asking questions. Do you think that makes you bi or gay to like her? Have no judgements either way. Just curious. Like the post. Unique topic.


MOMO
just a squirrel trying to get a nut


m1903a3 59M

3/24/2006 3:50 pm

When she was a he, he was (I suppose still is) a good friend with similar interests. I never was attracted to him, or any other man, in a sexual way. When I see Erica, part of my mind (among other parts) sees an attractive woman, while another part whispers "thats a man, you idiot". Hence confusion. I guess the only way to fix it is to visit her and see if the brain will make up it's mind. That sounds like a Yogi Berra comment. Bi the way, (pun intended) men are still hitting on me. My very first wink on this site was from a man. Go figger.


MOfunNOWWOW 55F

3/25/2006 10:41 pm

Well beauty is in the eye of the buttholder, LOL. I kill me!


MOMO
just a squirrel trying to get a nut


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