lustcurious42 56F
257 posts
7/9/2006 12:18 am

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7/12/2006 8:52 pm



I feel myself falling
The lightness in my heart
Blood sizzling in my veins
A smile that fills my face

I feel myself falling
Into a sea of electricity
Lightening shoots through my being
A passion in my soul

I feel myself falling
Like I let myself fall before
It scares me inside
I don’t want to chance it

I remember the pain
My knees going weak
My heart spiraling downwards
The moment he left me

Maybe this will be different
Perhaps you’ll cherish my heart
I don’t want to chance it
But I feel myself falling

Bgolli 63M
28 posts
7/9/2006 2:08 am

As long as you fall for the right reasons.....if we don't take chances, we never know what may have been. But taking a chance, when I have been burned badly before is a really tough decision to make. I have always been so eager to be with someone, that it was easy to be the cameleon. To change me to what pleased them was developing depth, right? I failed to realize that I was not being loved for who I really am. Destructive behavior, not believing who I really am is good enough. Who I really am is good people. Maybe not for everyone, but for most. My final relationship in life will be with someone who loves me for me. Not for what they want me to be. I'm not a fixer upper. Tell me your truth and I will tell you mine. Tell me your secrets, I will tell you mine. Tell me your hopes, your dreams, your desires and I will tell you mine. I will not judge you for them or criticize you either. Promise not to do that to me either. Find my depth, my humor, my passion, and be open enough to allow me to find yours. Sit and talk with me about nothing until 3 AM and then take my hand and bring me to bed naked with you with you. Smile at me as you drift to sleep and again in the morning when you awake.

Your poem above caused all these thoughts to tumble from my brain. This is my wish for my future in love. I hope I'm not in La La land. I suppose I wont know until I meet her. And I hope that your new love is good. Dig deep LustCurious......and go with your gut. I thank you for your inspiration. Take care, Brian

lustcurious42 replies on 7/9/2006 7:59 am:
I'm glad I was able to inspire you. It's elusive for sure, but it is definitely out there. It will find you. And I love the comment that you're not a fixer-upper!!

Bgolli 63M
28 posts
7/9/2006 11:16 am

Hi....I hope yur well today. This morning, I was headed to create my blog when I found yours! So I have a blog now....go and see. I welcome your words. Bgolli

I hope that works! ANd I appreciate your response. Take care, Brian

lustcurious42 replies on 7/9/2006 6:08 pm:
I haven't been much in a blogging mood lately, or writing mood. You might like some of the older stuff better........... but hey, I'm glad you got your blog going and welcome to blogland!! May you not become addicted like the rest of us bloggers!

somethingelse40 74M
14676 posts
7/9/2006 3:23 pm

Have arms ... will hug!

lustcurious42 replies on 7/9/2006 5:47 pm:
Do you think I need a hug?

somethingelse40 74M
14676 posts
7/9/2006 6:12 pm

I think we all need a hug, one good hug every hour. It's a basic human need.

florallei 99F

7/9/2006 7:09 pm

Hello Lust,

beautiful and honest words with your feelings behind it...it can be scarey and you alone have the ultimate decision...hope you can have this happiness always.

angelofmercy5 58F
17881 posts
7/9/2006 10:04 pm

Lust......I could feel myself "fallin" as I read your words. Whenever we love someone....we open our hearts up to the possiblity of hurt. But also joy and passion.

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